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Wednesday 28 February 2007

Averse to Reason

This is Sammy and his friend Todd at Central Station, probably on Sam's 16th birthday. I have to do the Driver Qualification Test to finally get off my Ps so he can drive. You have to have a fully qualified driver when you're on your Ls. He has been driving around with Suzy, and loves it of course. I lost my licence over parking fines, $10,000 worth in fact, not all of which were mine, in a classic circle only Sydney could devise. We were living in Riley Street, Darlinghurst, when Sammy came home from the hospital. He was much beloved by the gay boys who ran the trendy cafe come eaterie on the corner called Dov. He was tiny, and I used to take him out for breakfast every morning.

We were one of those couples, having a baby wasn't going to change our lifestyle. Sammy had seen Silence of the Lambies before he was one month old. We ended up with a screaming little bundle. Where we went a riot followed. Then wiser heads stepped in and said, he's just a baby. He wants to be at home in his bassinet. And suddenly a kind of calm enveloped our lives. Suzy had been doing her last shift at the youth refuge before taking three weeks off for the birth when she went into Labor. It was Mardi Gras night. It was the best, really, that Sydney had to offer; unique unto itself. The ugliest blokes, they all beamed. They'd all gotten off. It was a community duty; well more than that...

If anything was unsettling me at the moment it was the vivid violence of Altered Carbon; where torture, the burning off of legs elongated through sleeve after sleeve, efficiently produced insanity. It was a florid kind of violence on an Earth saturated in tetra meth, centuries old personalities that seemed far from here. In the here and now they were good kids; I don't know how it turned out so well.

Solutions


There were times when he knew there were no solutions, when the clear skin of the harbour surprised him, the salt air and the surprising drama; when so much of his life was spent in the thick of the inner-city, the collapsed hope that surrounded Central Station where he worked, the dregs of former accomplishment that cluttered the suburb of Redfern where he lived. Yandi, yandi? a local aboriginal man asked as I walked past, making a smoking gesture. What? I asked, then realising, said no. Spare change, mister, they kept asking, and no I would reply sternly, as if my rejection was going to make the slightest difference.

But none of this was here, outside the Sydney Theatre Company on the famous finger wharves that stretched out into the habour, which provided a middle class comfort which didn't exist around where we dwelt. There were times of confusion and loss, but also, surprisingly, times of hope. This is my daughter Henrietta, dressed neat as a pin, excited at doing acting classes at the Australian Theatre for Young People. The setting could hardly be better, away from all the dingy turmoil that had once seeped into our souls but was now recast. Almost everyone I dealt with was younger than me now. Once I had always been the youngest in whatever scenario I found myself in, exploiting my youth blatantly.

But it's hard to exploit your age. Foibles which once seemed so fascinating, the struggle with my parents, leaving home early, very early, the private investigator that had followed me when I didn't come home on the weekends, leaving at the first opportunity. The psychic strength, hearing people's thoughts as clear as a bell, being able to move things merely by thinking, knowing that destiny was unique and God was close. None of these dramas afflicted my own children, who despite the difficulties of their parents had grown up to be decent, well centred kids, determined to make something of their lives; appreciating the sophistication of city life; aware, surprisingly, how much opportunity they had in contrast to country kids. I was astonished, I guess, by their decency; the complexity of young adults when not so long ago they had just been children.

Our days passed, and with them the fresh hopes of lives and careers and loves; all looking forward not back. I'm 54. I look forward with horror, no matter how much people say their older years were the happiest of their lives. I never wanted to be old, I never expected to live past 30, and in these remnant outposts they call the future, I'm surprised by their canny intelligence, their level of perception, the strong clear optimism they bring; while I wonder why I can't just be happy. So many people are dying, Billy Thorpe, friends of friends, people in the news, their obituaries recording achievements, many not much older than me, their lives already lived; while band after band of the young prepare to take the world that was once ours. There was a story today on research which suggested the McDonald's Supersize Me film exaggerated the impacts of a fast-food diet and we were instructed to find some cute young woman. We found her, 21, and she couldn't have been more co-operative, eyes wide open as if in a modelling stint, the cross bouncing between her breasts, attracting the eyes of every man. And more, what's more, the thing that always startled me the most about these people, she wasn't just a stunner, she seemed like a really nice person. Job done. I hope they don't know what goes on in our minds, I said to the driver as we clambered back into the car, rushing to finish our shifts. They probably do, he said and I sighed. Let's go.

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Howad has betrayed many of his own constituents; and that's what will lose him the next election in the end. Separated dads would have virtually died in the ditch when in 2000 he suggested he understood their pain. Millions of dollars on useless bureaucratic inquiries later, they have been entirely double crossed, with little or no reform to the Family Court. The Child Support Agency remains a brutal bureaucratic mess. He could have had a million separated parents out their campaigning for him. Serves him right they've seen the light. For those who thought he was anti high levels of immigration, the immigration rates have gone up. He doesn't care about social dislocation, as long as his business mates can sell more cornflakes. For those who thought he was anti big government, he has inflated the public service and spread welfare into the middle classes, so that now more than 90% of Australian families have a relationship with Centrelink. For small business people, he saddled them with the GST and reams of paperwork. People want their conservatives to be conservative, not clever little dicks playing both sides of the fence. Their panicked, peurile attacks on Kevin Rudd are backfiring, making them look nasty and shallow. People want their politicians to run the country, not smear campaigns against each other. But that's what we've got. There is a strong mood for change in this country, and Howard's days now look very numbered indeed.

Rudd's Labor sweeps ahead
Staff reporters and wires
KEVIN Rudd's Labor would sweep to power with a record 57 per cent two-party preferred support in an election held now, the latest Newspoll survey says.
But Mr Rudd's personal rating as preferred prime minister appears to have peaked, with support wavering slightly from 47 per cent a fortnight ago to 45 per cent. But it is still higher than the 38 per cent support for John Howard as PM in the poll taken at the weekend when the Brian Burke affair dominated headlines. The poll reveals support for Labor is the highest it has been since 1993, despite scandal dragging Rudd back down to earth. The coalition has slipped three points to 43 per cent. The poll was taken on March 2-4 at the height of the government's personal attacks on Mr Rudd over his meetings with disgraced former West Australian premier Brian Burke. Labor's primary vote is the highest it has been since 2001, nudging up one point to 47 per cent, while the coalition's primary vote has slumped four points to 37 per cent.


And:
How disgraceful is this?

Op-Ed Contributor, New York Times
Casualties of the Budget Wars

By PAUL D. EATON
Published: March 6, 2007
Fox Island, Wash.
IN his 1997 book “Dereliction of Duty,” Col. H. R. McMaster wrote that “the ‘five silent men’ on the Joint Chiefs made possible the way the United States went to war in Vietnam.” So it is today with the war in Iraq. Regrettably, the silence of our top officers has had a huge impact not just on the battlefield but also on how we have brought our injured warriors home from it. These planning failures led to the situation at Walter Reed Army Medical Center recently reported by The Washington Post, which resulted in the firings of the hospital’s commander and the secretary of the Army.
The sad truth is that The Post’s reports weren’t entirely new: Mark Benjamin, of United Press International and the Web magazine Salon, and Steve Robinson, the director of veterans affairs at Veterans for America, have been reporting on the disgraceful treatment of our war wounded since 2003. More important, the Walter Reed scandal is simply the tip of the iceberg: President Bush, former Defense Secretary Donald Rumsfeld and Congress all pointedly failed to provide the money and resources for our returned troops wherever they are, both the obviously wounded and those who may seem healthy but are suffering mentally and physically from their service.
Soldiers have long joked: “If you are really sick or injured, Army medical care is O.K. But if you are hurting only a little, especially if it isn’t visible, you’re in big trouble.” The American soldier still receives the best trauma care in the world, especially at Walter Reed. The problem there has been with deplorable outpatient care management. The military health system is seriously undermanned and underfinanced for the number of casualties coming home. Also, there has been little preparation for identifying and treating post-traumatic stress injuries.
Last year, because of spending in Iraq, the Army had a $530 million shortfall in its budget for posts at home and abroad. This forced the Army’s vice chief of staff, Richard Cody, to tighten belts that were already at the last notch.
Hospitals have taken a big part of the financial hit. General Cody has warned Congress that failure to shore up the tottering military health care system could become a “retention issue.” David Chu, the Pentagon’s under secretary for personnel and readiness, told The Wall Street Journal that veterans’ costs “are taking away from the nation’s ability to defend itself.”

Mysterious Skin


Back in town, back at work, stomach in turmoil, the quiet times and hell bent, I didn't know where I was going. Reading Altered Carbon, where people are sleeved in and out of bodies and you never quite know whether the person you are talking to is the person you're looking at; or some clone out of a vat; or someone that's been unstacked and put into another body. Lots of people feel that way, fragile within their own body; strangely at odds with the world. He couldn't have been more slow to offend. He wanted to be back in Pai, where there was plenty of company and the views were spectacular, where everything was new yet everything felt right.

The morning is full of people saying goodbye at the door, smiles on their faces as they walk off into the street, all night passion, I've basically forgotten what it was like, well it's been a while, let's say, random acts of kindness not all that frequent, although it doesn't really seem to matter right now. There is nothing but darkness, he laughed, because he wasn't depressed at all. The farm looked beautiful after the rain, but there is so much work to do. We could be harnessed, but we weren't.

This is another picture from the Chiang Mai flower show, 80 hectares of exhibitions, the largest in the world. Millions of visitors. Dedicated of course, like everything in Thailand, to the king, who seems, in some cosmic way, to represent all that is positive and good about the country. We are all part of the country and the king is the country, so we are all part of the king, one Thai in a cafe tried to explain to me. They're all wearing yellow tops, well not the girls wearing "I'm just happy to be with you" t-shirts, but a lot of them, signifying their loyalty to the country and the king. And this was the bug exhibition, which after tramping all day we spotted and had to go to; Sam being keen on bugs.

Mysterious skin. Yeh, well I loved the film, too. It reminded me a lot of kids I used to know.

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(CBS) The scandal over the substandard care and poor living conditions for veterans at Walter Reed Army Medical Center continues to shake the Bush administration and the military establishment. But, as CBS News correspondent Joie Chen reports, swift, sure reaction by the new defense secretary has signaled new and different leadership at the Pentagon. If anyone had somehow missed the point, the new Pentagon boss ended the week with a sharp jab at his own team. "I am disappointed that some in the army have not adequately appreciated the seriousness of the situation," Robert Gates said told reporters Friday. In an unusually blunt and swift – by Washington standards – reaction Gates ousted army chief Francis Harvey over Harvey's handling of a spiraling scandal at the nation's premier military hospital. News reports last month exposed filthy conditions facing Iraq war veterans at Walter Reed hospital.

Tuesday 27 February 2007

Well Here's A Laugh


No matter how sternly I told the kids not to, they kept putting this picture as the wallpaper on my phone. They regarded it as completely hysterical. It was not the most elegant pose I've ever been caught in. To the elephant we were just another bunch of tourists in a ceaseless stream; to us it was great fun, an adventure, an expensive luxury. While the kids, to my outrage, considering the cost, would occasionally complain of being bored, these were the times they loved the most - jet skiing in Phuket, go-cart racing in Bangkok, elephant riding in the mountains of Thailand. These were the times they still harbour as memories, things to boast about - high energy, high adrenalin, peak experiences, of course at peak cost!!
It's Mardi Gras night in Sydney tonight, and you can feel the energy in the air, the people already spilling out of pubs, everybody dressed up early for a night of nights. Mardi Gras is a uniquely Sydney event, the time when the city is at its best; comes into its own. Sammy was born in Mardi Gras night, as I think I've mentioned on this blog before. There's nothing more profound than the birth of your first child; and on that night it was windy, with squalls of rain and a unique feeling about the whole thing, bedraggled drag queens and a wild intensity. I remember going up from the hospital to buy chocolates and whatever else Suzy had wanted, standing in line, while giggling young queens staggered up the road, pissed and stoned and completely delighted. This was their night and nobody was getting in their way.
Having committed the ultimate heterosexual act, having fathered a child, a boy, my distance from what was happening in the street was total. Now it's 16 years later and Sammy's a young man, he's already got a job one day a week at a factory, which pays him $120 for the day, and while he groans about how hard it is, it's a great step forward into independence. As I've said before, he's turned out to be a really nice kid, God knows how, considering how much tumult and trouble and twisting turns their parents have taken over those years. I've just been up the farm; it's a six hour drive if you only make one stop and keep up the pace, but my bolt hole is still there. Last time I was up, in December, it was a desert, gripped in drought, everything wilting, a settled despair which had fitted my own mood. And I was thinking, God, what I have done, another mistake. But now, the paddocks are green, the ground is wet, and what was just a hideous surface full of prickles, impossible to walk on bare feet, is now lush grass with georgeous little finches hopping through it.
I was only up there 48 hours but I met more locals than I had met on any previous visit. They popped by to check what was going on, or having a coke in the pub they were instantly curious, what are you doing with the place? What are you doing down there? We haven't seen you. I got all the stories, the one just up from me is allegedly the town slut, sleeps with anyone, they constantly tell me. So when I met her, this time round, I was surprised to find a very pleasant young woman, a single mum with a seven year old boy going to the local school, who was well aware of her reputation. I've heard that, I'm sorry, I said, when they came down to say hello at 1am in the morning and I ended up at their house having a coffee and talking about anything and everything.
The whole town's full of ferals, she told me, it's best to keep to yourself. So one of the ferals tells me the same thing, the next day, the towns full of ratbags and you're better off keeping to yourself. Yeh, well, the population on the sign on the outskirts of town says population 103, and that's an exaggeration. But they're all quick to tell me the news. There's no copper at the moment so the pubs not so worried about closing on time. And they're happy to badmouth the cop who's just left; he was a lazy so and so who had a serious aversion to paper work. The only time he'd ever do alcohol testing on drivers was between eight and nine in the morning, to be sure he didn't catch anyone. And oddly enough, he'd just come from Redfern, my place of abode. He'd been bashed during the Redfern riots and had no doubt been sent somewhere quiet to recover. No wonder he didn't want to do much, after living here.
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In Iraq:
From Middle-East online:
Iraq launches hunt to avenge slain police
Qaeda claims it killed 18 kidnapped Iraqi police as Baghdad government finds bodies of missing police.
By Ammar Karim – BAGHDAD
Iraqi forces launched a mission on Saturday to kill or capture the Al-Qaeda insurgents who kidnapped 14 policemen, slit their throats and then boasted about it on the Internet.
The development came against the backdrop of massive US and Iraqi security operations in Baghdad and in the western city of Ramadi, the epicentre of Iraq's Sunni insurgency, which residents said was under siege.
Interior ministry operations director Brigadier General Abdel Karim Khalaf said that 14 officers missing after their convoy was ambushed on Thursday had been found dead in the streets of Baquba, north of Baghdad.
From playfuls.com
One of the country's top civilian military officials, Francis Harvey, abruptly stepped down Friday as secretary of the US Army amidst a widening scandal over health care management for soldiers wounded in Iraq and Afghanistan. While Harvey's resignation appeared to be connected to an immediate crisis over care at the Walter Reed Army Medical Centre in the nation's capital, US President George W Bush ordered a system- wide investigation into possible problems at other facilities. In an unusual move, Bush released his weekly radio address nearly a day early to announce the probe and lament the "bureaucratic delays and living conditions" that have been uncovered at Walter Reed. The facility came under intense scrutiny after a series of articles in the Washington Post newspaper showed decrepit conditions such as mold and holes in the walls at a building that houses outpatients and detailed the problems of some soldiers seeking treatment. "This is unacceptable to me, it is unacceptable to our country, and it's not going to continue," Bush said. "This country has a moral obligation to provide our servicemen and women with the best possible care and treatment." US Defence Secretary Robert Gates announced Harvey's resignation, then expressed his disappointment in the leadership at Walter Reed, one of the country's main health care centers for the military.

The Politics of Beige



They're calling it the battle of the beige. NSW is facing an election, for the 24th if memory serves me correctly, and a very curious election it is. On one side you have Labor Party Premier Morris Iemma, the member for Lakemba and the replacement for Bob Carr, and on the other you have Peter Debnam, the leader of the NSW Liberal Party. He's pictured above. This event was him doing a taste test for water in the streets of Manly, the basic idea being to show the punters that there was absolutely no difference in taste between recycled water and Sydney tap water.

It's a wierd battle of who can be greenest, a race to the bottom, who can be the most humble, most unostentatious, most simple. Iemma held an election launch which tried to gloss over the fact that Labor has been in power for the past 12 years, most of it under the increasingly unpopular Bob Carr. Bob was an autocratic, almost aristocratic, oddity for Labor, a book worm who would rather die than be seen with a cigarette and a beer in his hand, lightyears from the working class or the dispossessed that Labor used to represent. I remember going on a three day bush walk with him once, when he was Environment Minister, and I can't say I warmed to him any more at the end of it than at the beginning.

But Bob had down pat the art of the press conference. He would sweep in, a busy and important man, make his announcement, pick the two dumbest hacks he could see in the pack and answer their questions in full, and then sweep out; off to another important meeting in his busy and important life. In truth he was probably just going back to his office for a sandwich, but like so many people stuck in offices, he had the art of looking busy down pat. Unfortunately when I'm not doing anything I look truly unemployed. On this occasion, trying to write something about an utterly un-newsworthy event, I asked Debnam whether they were launching anything, doing anything, announcing anything. No no no came the answers, we're just doing a taste test.

Labor would have put out a press release about them launching a series of taste tests in the suburbs of Sydney to highlight the vital issue of water and their strategies to avert a looming crisis, yak yak yak. But not Debnam. You should learn from the Labor Party and make ceaseless announcements about almost anything, I said to his young and clearly inexperienced PR hack. They make announcements and put out press releases every time they look sideways. No one falls for that crap, he said, and I looked at him, like, well have it your way. Because of course they do fall for that crap, all the time. Labor are constantly making announcements about committees being formed and strategies being developed and policies announced, all of which means absolutely nothing on the ground and rarely evolves into anything solid. But it gives the journalists something to write about and makes the politicians look as if they're doing anything.

After his taste test in Manly Debnam caught the ferry back into town with his wife, lining up for a coffee at a take-away cafe like everybody else and then buying a ticket, like everybody else. It was, well, unimpressive. A weak man, I heard one of the old girls on the ferry say, and that may be unfair; but I'm not sure that people want their politicians to be ordinary. Don't they want them to be familiar with the running of high public office, able to meet visiting dignatories, impel the attention of the world. He's appeared in front of the press in board shorts and diving gear and other such ordinary things; and instead of warming the cockles of the ordinary person's heart, it seems to be turning off the electorate in droves.

The latest Newspoll and AC Neilson poll both show that Debnam has gone backward during the campaign; and stands a snow flakes chance in hell of becoming Premier, with something like 58 per cent preferring Morris Iemma as Premier. Whatever Iemma's virtues or vices, the electorate is utterly fed up with Labor and the fact that nothing much actually works in this state and their billions of dollars in taxes have been squandered on pointless bureaucracy, not on trains that work and hospitals that deliver good service. But so resigned are they to this, and so unconvinced are they that Debnam can solve the state's problems, they're prepared to vote for the status quo. There have now been 25 state and federal elections since there was a change of government in Australia.

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http://www.abc.net.au/news/indepth/featureitems/s1859155.htm

Remembering Billy Thorpe
By David Mark
At first it was his slick, stove piped suit pants and raunchy style that caught the eye.
Later it was the pigtail and laid back rock and roll.
Billy Thorpe was a quintessential Australian rock and roller.
He died in the early hours of this morning in a Sydney Hospital.
He was 60.
Thorpe was born in England in 1946 and shortly after moved to Australia with his family.
He started playing gigs in his home town of Brisbane at just 10.
By the time he moved to Sydney at 16, Thorpe was already a seasoned performer.
Bizarrely for a singer that later personified hard rock, he had his first hit in 1964 with a cover of Over the Rainbow.
But over the next decade his career transformed.
Rock historian Glenn A Baker explains:
"Billy was a teen idol. He went to Melbourne for a few years - well he only went down there for a few months, but ended up staying for a few years. With the help of Lobby Lloyd he completely reorientated himself and then turned Australian rock on its ear with a thunderous, polarising music."
With his band The Aztecs, Thorpe defined the hard, four-to-the-bar boogie that characterised Australian pub rock.
He soon took that sound to a bigger audience, culminating in his two performances at the Sunbury pop festivals in 1972 and 1973.
Michael Gudinski was Thorpe's booking agent:
"That very first Sunbury, I mean Billy Thorpe's gig there will go down as one of the greatest Australian artists gigs of all time. I mean he just absolutely had that place under a spell. It came at a time when, it was the first time you saw Billy Thorpe in a situation like that where he had everything on stage. You were playing into a hill, it could be as loud as he liked virtually and he had an audience of young people that didn't know much about the old Thorpie that embraced him because almost anything Billy could do then was gold."
Robin Jackson was just 17 when she saw Thorpe at Sunbury:
"You had this guy with long plaits who was doing his own thing in this intense way and we loved it, we absolutely loved it because every gig he did was huge."
Thorpe continued to write and perform, spending the next two decades in America.
In the 90s he wrote two best selling books based on his life in rock and roll.
His career had a resurgence this decade when he headlined and promoted a national tour based on the ABC TV series Long Way To The Top.

Mystery: The Wong Place at the Wrong Time


This is a picture from the Bug Exhibition at Chiang Mai on our last full day in Thailand. I'd happily pack up and move over tomorrow. $50,000 will buy you a brand new three bedroom house with spectacular views up and down the Pai Valley. The same amount of money in Sydney gets you a car space in the CBD, literally. That's what they're going for these days; it's so damn hard to find anywhere to park and the anti-progress anti-car ideologues that have blanketted the upper reaches of the public service and the political hierarchy. They're quite happy to make everyone's life miserable, just as long as they can hug to themselves their own greener than green beliefs, their smug conceits, mouthing rubbish about global warming and getting people on to public transport, of building a network of villages within the city; encouraging city life.
Except of course they do nothing of the kind. They don't believe in diversity; if you disagree with them their calm comes unravelled in five seconds flat. They crap on about m-m-m-multiplicity and want a world where everyone sips ginger tea; where the nights are silent, where the ghost of Stalin and the grey of Red Square has seeped right into their boots, where, in short, there is no fun at all.
I was standing on the roof at work last night, talking to a bloke who also goes to Thailand regularly and is married to a Thai, and he had been talking to his wife about Pai because I had told him about it and he didn't know that part of Thailand. I just felt I was in the right place at the right time and I never feel like that, I said. And we laughed.
Nor do I, he said.
Maybe it's the lai lines.
I wouldn't even attempt to describe to my wife what a lai line is.
And we agreed, yes, I know, a lot of people feel like that, but you don't realise until you say it, because people don't talk about it.
And here in Australia the feeling is stronger than just about anywhere, because we're European, and in some fundamental, cosmic sense, we're just not meant to be here.
The feeling's strongest in Sydney, I said. Jan Morris, the travel writer, once James Morris, wrote a book about Sydney, and she wrote about it in that. Sydney has the feeling it could all be washed away in the blink of an eye; a European city thousands of miles from Europe, perched on the edge of a great desert continent, sandwiched on the narrow corridor of green between the land and the sea, and one tidal wave could wash it all away, and the continent would burp, and the city would be gone, and things would be right again. And within a micro-second of geological time the angophoras, with their beautiful curling pink limbs, the cockatoos, screaching their psychedelic, infinite cries, the possoms hiding in the trees, the smoke curling from the fires, the waves slurping against the rocks, it would all come back to a pre-Captain Cook landscape and it would be as if we had never existed, the modern landscape of cars and smoke and factories. Even the colours are all wrong, they just don't fit here.
Perth, he said, is the city where that feeling is the strongest. I remember sitting in a cafe near the water, excellent food, and we're sitting there, and while we're stuffing our faces in comfort at the sidewalk tables, the attempt to be so European, so sophisticated, along the road are these aborigines, completely pissed, derelict, hopeless, living out the destiny we have created for them. We've done so much harm, he said. The hierachy bolder than anywhere eelse, here the clash between the west and the infinite, the millionaires, more per square inch than anywhere else, and they look out on these hopeless people, these street alcoholics, and their worst prejudices are confirmed. He shakes his head, speechless, and we go back to work; working for the man, chained by necessity; both of us months if not years away from our next holiday.
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By Claudia Parsons
BAGHDAD (Reuters) - A car bomb killed 10 people and wounded 21 near a vegetable market in Baghdad on Wednesday, Iraqi police said, as insurgents kept up a campaign of bombings despite a security crackdown backed by U.S. reinforcements.
U.S. President George W. Bush is sending 21,500 extra troops to Iraq, most to Baghdad, where Iraqi and U.S. patrols and security outposts have been stepped up in a bid to halt sectarian violence that was killing hundreds of people a week.

As part of efforts to stabilise Iraq, Foreign Minister Hoshiyar Zebari said on Tuesday officials from regional states including Iran and Syria would join U.S. and British envoys at a meeting in Baghdad next month.
The United States said it would attend, opening the way to a dialogue that critics have long demanded.
In the latest bomb attack on Wednesday, police said a car bomb exploded on a commercial street in the Bayaa neighbourhood of the Iraqi capital, killing 10 people.
Iraqi security force spokesman Brigadier Qassim Moussawi said in the past week 30 militants had been killed and 305 known insurgents detained along with 304 other suspects.
"In general the level of terrorist operations has notably decreased," he told reporters on Wednesday.

Sunday 25 February 2007

Sammy on his 16th Birthday


This is my son Sam on his last day as a 15-year-old. It's hard to believe he's now 16. He's a very decent, nice, likeable kid, doing well at school, a good set of friends. I'm not sure how he turned out so well, all things considered. Perhaps my best memory of him as a kid was when he was about one year old, just starting to walk, always perched on my back in those carry things, pointing excitedly at everything, oohing. He was a very cute kid. One of his primary school teachers once said: he's so beautiful, I just find myself staring at him. If it had been a bloke saying it you would have stepped back and said, steady on a minute. Even on this last trip, the Thais would take me aside and say very earnestly: Your son, he is very handsome. Don't tell him that, I would joke, but they didn't get the joke and would repeat, your son, he is very handsome. They liked the white skin.

That was one of the strange things about Thailand. While all the westerners were sun baking, the Thais themselves were covered up and many of them had paler than expected faces after having piled on the whitening cream. For to be dark was to be a peasant.

With Sam, it was those times in Europe, in the freezing cold, with Suzy pregnant for the second time, that were perhaps the best; the young family, on the move, before the drama of Henrietta's birth; when everything seemed most at right with the world. There are pictures somewhere, of us, in Paris, by the Seine, if not snow gusting then a time of hope and promise that might never return. Cute as a button in a little red devil's outfit at the Frankfurt spring festival; times when we weren['t so old, when things hadn't gone so badly wrong; when the future seemed infinite and love was unconditional. Or him, on his first birthday, on the balcony of a Tangiers hotel. Now, I look at families, young children, and miss the time when mine were young. ; They're teenagers now, it seemed to happen overnight; no more on the way; and we are more outside of things now. I want a dog, I keep saying, as if this would solve all my emotional needs.

These were private moments; never quite defined; times adrift and; that phrase again; outside of things. My life took a wild right hand turn when kids came along. They weren't exactly on the cards before that. And I felt, for once, right with things; a family to look after; and I was so enormously proud. Now: I just want a dog.

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A suicide bomber on foot killed and wounded some two dozen people outside the main U.S. military base in Afghanistan on Tuesday during a visit by Vice President Dick Cheney, officials said. The Taliban claimed responsibility and said Cheney was the target.
The blast happened near the first of several security gates outside the base at Bagram, north of the capital Kabul. Cheney's spokeswoman said he was fine, and the U.S. Embassy said the vice president later met with President Hamid Karzai in Kabul.

Saturday 24 February 2007

Mick Tsikas and Steve Christo with Tim Winbourne


These are the lads at Sydney Airport. I forget the job now, but we show up all over town, dignatories coming and going, disasters. If you see me coming you know you're having a bad day, I quip, and that's basically true. We are not harbingers of good news. I'm the dead persons roundsman; on general news it's only disasters or scandals that get our attention; particularly on a national paper. The daily mayhem is largely forgotten, but when things turn truly bad, when a scandal threatens your entire career, when you're a high flyer brought down by indiscretion, then we're there.
For us it's just business; we're just doing a job. Vultures, they scream at us from their overlooking apartments, as if such insults were likely to dent our equilibrium. Hard, fast and cynical, not just making reality readable but twisting the narrative into stories which in themselves become part of the play. There was no conscience. We're not evil, I say, we're all parents, we understand the situation. But what we really understand is the need to file on time, the need to be accurate but above all fast, for filing on time takes precedence over everything. There's no use trying to discuss the nuances or ethical dilemmas with anyone higher up the food chain; all they care about is filling a hole and not getting sued; getting a pat on the back because nothing went wrong.
While for the people we deal with, everything has gone wrong. For many of them, it's one of the worst days of their life. If you get to them fast enough; before their skin has thickened or they take their anger out on the media, a natural reaction to blame anyone for the mess their life has suddenly become, the grief that overwhelms them over the untimely death of their son, their daughter, their mother, their father. We're professional empaths, tuning into their horror and their sadness. That's the mother, has to be, I say, putting down the phone after ringing every one in Tasmania with a particular surname. We could send a photographer round to pap her, I said, if we wanted. How do you know? They ask. Too upset, I say. Yes, there's no mistaking that grief, the boss says. We didn't send round a photographer, but that's the way we work.
One day, sent out to photograph the wife of a man, a notorious murder who had just overdosed in jail. She was rough as guts, one of those women who fall for jailbirds. But rough as guts or not, she didn't seem a bad person. We knocked, were told to get lost. We parked outside, in a dreary street in the dreary backlots of Penrith in the western suburbs. We followed her to the school, photographed her as she dropped off a couple of her kids while keeping an eye on her youngest. Please, she begged, just leave us alone. I rang the office. Any further approach to this woman is harassment of a woman in grief with several young children, I said. "Oh, we wouldn't want to do that", came the response. "Door knock the neighbours." That was the job. I sighed, doorknocked the neighbours in their dreary, unfriendly unloved housing commission apartments, full of lives that had gone astray. Almost no one answered their doors. Those that did protested not to know her, or told us to get lost. A bikie type, thickset with tatoos and sunglasses, clearly up to no good, speeding off his tits, knocked on her door and was allowed in; all the windows covered. He no doubt showed her more kindness than any of us.
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The tide in Iraq is turning against America in almost every conceivable way; and intellectuals and commentators are increasingly critical. Dick Cheney has just been in Sydney for four days; provoking demonstrations and creating traffic chaos. It's hard to see that he won any friends downunder.
On the opinion pages author of the Peace of Illusions Christopher Layne writes in today's Australian that Dick Cheney has led America down the road to hell in Iraq.

"VICE President Dick Cheney's Friday speech to the Australian-American Leadership Dialogue in Sydney was merely a stale rehash of justifications for the George W. Bush administration's policies, especially in the Middle East; policies that have been rejected by a majority of the American public and by Congress. Still, Cheney's comments are important because they demonstrate that he and Bush are determined to give no ground in their goal of attaining victory in Iraq.
In November 2006, of course, the Democrats won a resounding triumph in the US congressional elections: a victory that was essentially a repudiation of the administration's Iraq policy. It was widely speculated that the election returns - coupled with the publication of the Iraq Study Group report, and Robert Gates's appointment as Secretary of Defence - heralded the return of the foreign policy realists to influence in Washington, and a major shift in the administration's Iraq policy.
But Bush's surge-escalation in Iraq, and Cheney's Sydney speech indicate that the administration remains indifferent to the views of Congress and the American electorate, and to the counsels of the foreign policy realists who held high office in the George H. W. Bush administration. Already having put itself in a deep hole in Iraq, the administration seems determined to dig itself an even deeper one."
He goes on to quote Jim Mann saying Iraq is "Dick Cheney's war".

"It is a war born of a blinkered, black and white view of Iraq and the Middle East: a view that manifests scant understanding of the region's geopolitical, historical, cultural, ethnic and religious complexities. As evidenced by his Sydney remarks, Cheney and the administration remain prisoners of their illusions.
"We now know - in large part thanks to the "Downing Street memos" of 2002 - that the administration's rationales for war were disingenuous. And Cheney was the prevaricator-in-chief. The Iraq War is not, as Cheney argued during the run-up to the war, about Iraq's non-existent weapons of mass destruction. Nor does it have anything to do with terrorism or the alleged link that Cheney claimed existed between Saddam Hussein and al-Qa'ida (a canard that, amazingly enough, he dredged up in his Sydney speech).
"Rather, almost from the day it took office, the administration had Iraq and Saddam in its crosshairs. With Cheney in the vanguard, the administration came to office determined to go to war with Iraq in order to overthrow Saddam, establish American geopolitical dominance over the Middle East, control the supply of Persian Gulf oil, and democratise Iraq and the Middle East."

He goes on to say: "When historians allocate responsibility for the US's tragic mis-adventure in Iraq, the lion's share of the blame is likely to be placed at Cheney's doorstep."

Friday 23 February 2007

The Final Steps of


This is a picture of me and the kids on Maroubra Beach at dusk. We went to see Ian, a mate from the radio show, and went walking before he shouted us dinner at the local pub. After the holidays my cards were tight as, and there was a million things to do to catch up. Nothing was straight forward. We were still disorientated, not used to the price of things, hovering unprotected in a city we did not love. But here, at the beach, a contrast to inner-city Redfern, the best things about Sydney were all available. Able to look out at space from almost any vantage point, healthy open faces, the salt in the air and the coolness after the heat of the day. Like most people in Sydney, I had long ago abandoned the beach as any part of our normal routine. Let's just duck down the beach, I used to say years back, having two growing kids, and we would bundle into the car and head off; soon to be caught in the chocking traffic on Cleveland Street, only, eventually, to reach Bondi, Australia's most famous beach. From here the difficulties only multiplied.

The councils of Sydney long ago worked out that the best money generator in town was to fine people for parking and make it impossible to find anywhere to park. They rake it in. It's a criminal abuse of the citizenry, because the fines are unbelievably high, starting at $70 for your run of the mill breach, $90 if you're in a loading zone and going up to $395 plus a $50 late fee for parking in a disabled zone. There is no place to park. If the councils actually spent all these millions providing parking space for the citizenry, they could solve the problem and make everyone's life easier. But of course they don't want to do that, they just want to take the money.

Parking cops are the most despised people in Sydney; but they are trained to brush off the abuse that is heaped on them everyday, somehow justifying making people's lives a misery, supposedly for the greater good. There is no one who can be held account. The officers, scumbags one and all, are just doing their job. The staff behind the counter at the council's are just doing their job. The anti-car mayor thinks it's not her responsibility and people should be encouraged to use public transport, even if the public transport is a disaster. The magistrates imposing the penalties think it's not their fault either; and as they impose unreasonable fines on reasonable people, pensioners who have stopped for five minutes to pick up their disabled partners, taxi drivers who have pulled into the curb to let someone off; they impose these injustices without conscience. "You can't really expect me to take that seriously," they ask, when someone tells them what they think. Creating a city where it is impossible to get around and making it impossible to find a parking spot is all part of the tyranny of the city, the reason why so many people are leaving what was once a great town. Everyone my age says much the same thing; this used to be a nice place, it ain't anymore, it's simply too crowded, too aggressive, too nasty; leading to the white retreat, the sea change, the tree change, whatever you want to call it, everyone wants to get out now, and leave the place abandoned to ethnic enclaves, to strangers who are changing the face of the country, to cruel and aggressive herds of trendoids in flash cars. The social engineers have won the day; promoting the illusion of multicultural harmony, happy to live their lies as long as their theories remain unchallenged. If you're wealthy, you just whack your credit card into the parking machine and it takes your money. If you're not, you find yourself driving around and around, looking for somewhere to leave the car in the stifling heat; the cool of the beach another illusion in the tyranny that has become city life.

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From the SMH:
Barricades were in place on roads leading to Sydney Airport as US Vice-President Dick Cheney wrapped up his visit to Australia.
Mr Cheney left about 9am today after a four-day visit marred by violent protests, arrests and traffic chaos in Sydney.
He also faced intensive media questioning about Australian terror suspect David Hicks, Australia's continued military role in Iraq and a possible US-led invasion of Iran.
The near perfect weather during the visit turned to rain today as the 20-vehicle vice presidential entourage travelled to Sydney's Kingsford Smith Airport and entered Gate 12A near the domestic terminal.
Airforce 2, a Boeing 757, and a much larger US Air Force KC-10 transport, were loaded by US support staff prior to Mr Cheney's arrival on the tarmac.
No Australian politicians were present at the airport, but US Ambassador Robert McCallum, and his wife Mimi, farewelled the vice-president.
Under a heavy guard of NSW police, US Secret Service and other security personnel, Mr Cheney boarded the flight.
Airforce 2 will have to refuel at an undisclosed location before reaching the US mainland.
Many Sydneysiders experienced the fourth day of traffic chaos in a week when the Sydney Harbour Bridge and part of the Rocks were cleared to give visiting US Vice-President Dick Cheney a clear ride.
All lanes on the bridge and the sea surface below were cleared to allow Mr Cheney's motorcade to travel to John Howard's residence, Kirribilli House.
The situation was made worse by maintenance work on the CityRail network, disrupting services on six suburban lines with many trains running to amended timetables and some services and stations shut down in the CBD and replaced by bus transport.
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Tom and Collin


We were still in that most remote of places, an island in the future. We couldn't be at peace because there was nothing to confirm. If the anchors were old times and old groups; then stranded here we were as nothing. Scheming and scamming; that hadn't stopped. They came by with other missions on their minds. They thought they were being smart and weren't being smart at all. Rip me off, go on, see if I care. These were taudry days that were gusting out from the past chaos; the houses we all used to live in; pointing them out as we drove around; I used to live there, I used to live there; the dank decaying smell coming out of rain and uncombed gardens; the giant terraces which all represented whole stories in themselves.

There had been countless other tribes pass through these dwellings since we had been here. Colin, rocking and rolling, has declared that he is going to the doctor for a chat next week; that he wants to get things together; that there will be no more medical intervention. Taken a dive, honey? I ask; and he nods; dramatising the situation as best he can. We are all preparing for death, but in your case there is wind under the wings; a viral load that threatens to destroy. What's brought this on? I ask. Sick of the pills, sick of not feeling right, and he winces is pain; tells me he's pissing blood.

What was it all about, that visit? I didn't know; didn't, deeply, want to know; wondered why so fractious? Were they blaming me now? Did the only adventures that made any sense finally lodge into place? Repeat after me, I am dying my son, he said, time and again, while the rest of us prepared for uncertain futures. It wasn't the end that we had predicted. He went white with pain again. I couldn't connect; expressed sympathy and confusion; and in the wake of everything he sought out new knowledge and new purpose. These times were so illusory. Prime times, when what we were doing made sense; old friendships long maintained. Outrageous love and outrageous sex; here at the end. We laughed, but there wasn't much to laugh about anymore. It was all about Quality of LIfe.

1,000 more troops to fight TalibanBy Thomas Harding and Christopher Hope
Last Updated: 1:10am GMT 24/02/2007
Plans to send an extra 1,000 troops to Afghanistan were condemned by senior officers yesterday as "unlikely to be enough" to deal with the expected Taliban onslaught in the spring.

Rose Gentle, whose son was killed in Basra in 2004, launches the ‘peace camp’ protest
Commanders questioned whether they will be able to contain the violence in Helmand province and say thousands more may be needed.
The mission is a "troops intensive business", defence sources said last night, adding that it "remains to be seen if this reinforcement is enough".
Des Browne, the Defence Secretary, is expected to tell Parliament on Monday that the next six-month deployment to Afghanistan will be reinforced by an additional regiment and other elements. This is in addition to a further 800 men, mainly from the Grenadier Guards, who are being sent to boost 12 Mechanised Brigade when it deploys to Helmand next month. The total British force there will number more than 5,000 with the extra deployments but this is still not regarded as enough.
and
UNDATED In a largely invisible cost of the war in Iraq, nearly 800 civilians working under contract to the Pentagon have been killed doing jobs normally handled by the U-S military.That's according to figures gathered by The Associated Press. Those figures also show more than 33-hundred civilian contractors have been hurt doing these jobs.
Exactly how many of these employees doing the Pentagon's work are Americans is uncertain. But the casualty figures make it clear that the Pentagon count of more than 31-hundred U-S military dead doesn't tell the whole story.
The U-S has outsourced so many war and reconstruction duties to contractors like Houston-based Halliburton that there are almost as many contractors at 120-thousand in the war zone as the 135-thousand U-S troops.
The insurgents in Iraq make little if any distinction between the contractors and U-S troops.

Thursday 22 February 2007

Curling Through Comfort


We had to make it worth something, that was the assignment. Looks at things, the gusts that he thought had meant something, walking down the lane, the turmoil of everything, the magic mushrooms, the Aquarius Festival, the crowds coming out of the darkness and falling away, the muffled sounds of the campfires across the fields, these had seemed like pinpoints of excitement that would change the world forever, while Janis Joplin belted out her Southern Comfort saturated lyrics and we stumbled further down the lane, always, always, searching for that something just out of reach. Pai brought all these things back, because it was the first time he had seen hippies on holiday for a very long time. The Mr and Mrs Its hobbling down the street, sitting on their verandahs practising yoga, swapping notes about the cheapest places and the cheapest ways to do things.
I don't know why I wanted to be helpful, just this wierd amiable urge to be kind to strangers, but if I could see they had just got off the bus and were clearly lost, as I had been only a few days before, I would say: hey, there's a few half decent guesthouses down that way, or even, if they could be bothered listening rather than reading from their Lonely Planet guide, I could give them a precis of the entire accommodation situation in the entire area. Having investigated thoroughly in my search to house both myself and my two teenage children. But in the times when nobody was listening, when the shrieking that had become part of normal city life, the gronks crowding into the newsagents to by their lottos and their scratchies, having long pointless chats because going down the shopping centre was their only human interaction for the day; I just shook my head and thought my god, these people are completely useless. Maybe their lives should be full of optimism, hope, determination; but instead their mealy mouthed little anus mouths couldn't take a postive for anything.
The irritation factor was high in Sydney. People were just fed up. Let them jump from the Towers of Despair, see if I care where they land, said one social worker, Pru, who once upon a time would have bleated over the fate of the dispossessed and now was fed up with people imposing their problems on everyone else. It was a cruelty; but who was being cruel to whom? Someone had to work hard in a factory to pay the taxes to support all this crap, and John Howard, supposedly a conservative Prime Minister, had stolen all of the oppposition's welfare policies and spread the stranglehold of the bureaucrats deep into the hearts of almost all Australian famlies. More than 90% of the nation's families now fell into an income bracket which entitled them to claim benefits for their children, which many of them did. Why knock back money just for the sake of a form. Everyone was fed up, no one knew the solution. We stood up and went to work; and the pride and dignity of working, it dribbled away with all the old certainties and the blatant double crosses of the ruling elite.
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David Braithwaite
February 23, 2007 - 11:09AM

Anti-war protesters today rallied outside a Sydney police station where three activists were being questioned following a rowdy demonstration against United States Vice-President Dick Cheney.
Police on foot and horseback provided an escort as the protesters waved anti-war banners and chanted "No racism, no war'' during the two kilometre march to the police station from The Rocks.
Outside the police station, about 60 officers formed two rows as protesters chanted and banged drums.
Around 100 anti-war protesters chanting "Chain up Cheney, free David Hicks," had earlier faced off with police who were blocking their path towards the Shangri-la Hotel.About nine o'clock, police flooded the street with reinforcements, moved their horse line forward and put extra police at the rear of the protest group. Within the group, police arrested three protesters, including two costumed protesters known as The Tranny Cops.Dale Mills, an organiser for the Stop the War Coalition, said the two female protesters satirised police officers with a dance routine wearing blue overalls and false moustaches.A 70-year-old woman has been taken to Sydney Hospital with unknown injuries after being knocked over during the arrests.Marie McKern said ``I just got pushed into the ground and it was terrifying - there were bodies everywhere''.

Wednesday 21 February 2007

Into Infinity


Into infinity, the Russel Drysdale way. This is a picture of the Pai streets early in the morning. I've always been an early riser and was down at the bus station before dawn, warming myself against the fire at the stall at the bus station, the coals welcome in the freeze of the night. During the day, and freshening into night, particularly on the weekends, there were flocks of Thai tourists up from Bangkok. Nothing was trendier than to immediately get on your mobile and tell your friends you were in Pai and it was beautiful and it was freezing. Sixty three million people; all on the move; a new affluence as surge after surge of economic activity overlaid what had once been an essentially rural country. They took us away from you. They called to you in fractured conversation; and in the morning, when the streets were quiet, that was when he felt most truly at peace.
The coffees, instant, with dairy substitute and sugar, were ten baht each. After a few mornings they greeted me with smiles, but never tried to speak English. It reminded me of times thirty years ago, when I had come to Asia; and it had been an entirely different place. I guess it sounds appalling; but what came as a surprise somehow was that all this progress and technology we regard as so Western, they've got it all in abundance and often far better sophistication than we have. It seemed so Stalinist and grey when I got back; over-regulated; no night life; certainly no bars spilling out into the street at night; Good Time Long Time; We Are Sorry, We are Open; Closed, we never Open; the splendidly haphazard English and times I would never forget; long ago a rural idyll locked in a bubble.
It was impossible to forget. I went to one of the best parties I've been to for a very long time; in a wealthy area of Phuket; the astonishing houses rising on the hill. We wound up through the gated community of absolute wealth till we got to one of the top houses. The party was on the roof, which was an enormous open bar with spectacular views up and down the island. And we were giving them money? It's impossible to believe a tsunami went through there only two years ago. We couldn't clinch. We hadn't danced and laughed like that for a very long time. There was a dizzying depth; people talking out on the patio, perched out over the pool; everything in perfect taste; everyone in their thirties and making money; plenty of money; that alcohol free; the well manned bar mixing cocktails till dawn; the music just the best the world had to offer. The axis had shifted.
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Cheney visit prompts protests

Protesters demonstrating against the US Vice-President's Australian visit clash with police outside Sydney's Town Hall.Photo: Lisa Wiltse
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February 22, 2007 - 9:01PM
Ten people have been arrested in Sydney during violent clashes between police and protesters at a rally ahead of the arrival of US Vice-President Dick Cheney.
The protest, organised by Stop the War Coalition at Town Hall, turned nasty when about 200 people attempted to break a line of police and march to the US Consulate in Martin Place.
The officers, supported by a line of mounted police, held their positions as activists attempted to break through.
Ten people were arrested in the scuffle with police which calmed after officers negotiated with organisers to allow the group to march on the footpath during busy peak hour traffic.
Superintendent Ron Mason, from The Rocks Local Area Command, said police supported the right to demonstrate as long as there was no disruption to the community.
He said an application from the demonstrators was received but it was unreasonable for demonstrators to block busy streets during peak hour.
"Police have been negotiating for days with this group and they agreed to hold a static demonstration at Town Hall,'' Supt Mason told reporters.
"As you can see they rescinded that, a number of speakers got on the microphone to attempt to ensure the protesters broke the police line and to block the roadway.
"It's not on.''
There was no further incident after officers allowed the group to proceed to Martin Place, where they continued their calls to "free David Hicks" and "troops out now".Peak hour traffic on George Street and surrounding areas was disrupted as police accompanied the group on their march, before officers formed a guard at the steps of the building where the US consulate is housed.Stop the War Coalition spokesman Alex Bainbridge said he was pleased with the behaviour of the protesters."We're disappointed at the police action in trying to stop us and we're disappointed that people have been unfairly arrested," he said."But we're glad that people have come out so strongly to voice their opposition of the detention of David Hicks."Mr Bainbridge said police "acted unnecessarily" and that organisers had followed the proper procedures to hold the protest.Earlier, the crowd heard from a number of speakers at Town Hall Square, calling for David Hicks to be brought home from Guantanamo Bay and who labelled Mr Cheney a war criminal.Organisers told the crowd they gave adequate police notice and it was up to individuals to decide if they wanted to march down George Street."Police have attempted to drive the anti-war protest off the street," coalition spokeswoman Jean Parker told the crowd."We will not be silenced."Supt Mason said extra police were also placed on standby but they were not necessary.He praised the efforts of his officers who he said acted appropriately.Mr Cheney will arrive in Sydney later tonight and will stay in the city until Sunday.The Stop the War Coalition is planning a major demonstration tomorrow at 9.30am (AEDT) in The Rocks.As one of the key architects of the US invasion of Iraq, the war will be top of Mr Cheney's agenda during his brief Sydney stay, which will include a major policy speech and meetings with Prime Minister John Howard and Opposition Leader Kevin Rudd. Fresh from a whistle-stop visit to troops on the US island of Guam and two-days in Japan discussing security issues, Mr Cheney is due to arrive at Sydney airport late tonight and departs on Sunday morning.The NSW Police Force said his arrival had warranted one of the biggest security operations since US President George W Bush's visit four years ago. Sydneysiders still angered by Tuesday's traffic gridlock - caused by the mismanagement of thousands of sightseers flocking to Sydney Harbour to glimpse two visiting ocean liners - have been warned to expect more traffic snarls. Deputy Police Commissioner Terry Collins said the areas between Cumberland, Gloucester and Essex streets at The Rocks would be locked down throughout Mr Cheney's visit and clearways would be in place in and around Sydney until Sunday.It is understood the vice president's motorcade will get a green-light corridor wherever it travels."This is the biggest operation outside of George W Bush's visit here some time ago," Mr Collins said."He (Cheney) is considered one of the highest risks we've had since September 11," he said, adding there was no credible intelligence indicating a threat.
Mr Howard today said it would not be Mr Cheney's fault if protests, also planned for tomorrow, created a disturbance in Sydney."That would be the fault of the protesters if there is additional inconvenience to the people of Sydney - over and above what normally happens when you have someone like this visiting the place," Mr Howard told reporters in Perth."It won't be the fault of Vice-President Cheney and it won't be the fault of the NSW police who are merely doing their job."NSW Premier Morris Iemma, who will be in Canberra with Mr Howard for a water meeting tomorrow, said police would not tolerate any violence from protesters."Everyone's entitled to protest and to do so peacefully," he told reporters."But they are not going to cause inconvenience and disruption and take the law into their own hands."If they do so, the police will be there and they will respond accordingly."Mr Iemma said state firearms regulations had been amended to allow Mr Cheney's US Secret Service bodyguards to carry firearms.AAP

Fireworks


In cosy circumstance, with temperatures unbound, in tiny backyards with the city stretching all around, from darkness and light and moments of truth, we called for comfort in the inner-circle and found ourselves with explosions on our hands. The more you rescue her the worse she gets, I warned, and they paid no attention, buying her a $30,000 car, giving her $10,000 in cash, always protecting, the lads partying on while we gazed in awe, laughter bound. I didn't know where the truth lay anymore. One moment a good idea seemed the only path, the next, suffering from contradictory advice, I didn't know the way forward. I certainly didn't like getting older by the day. If only the process would reverse, and we could grow younger by the day, and all the indulgent mistakes that had been made over so many years, they came back to comfort as much as to haunt.

It was strange being away, outside my own life, but after awhile I settled into a happiness I hadn't known for a long time, felt in the right place at the right time, which I never felt, was happy to have ceased transmission, to be a nobody amongst strangers, not pretending to be tough arsed burnt out hack, just a merry, quiet soul, friendly but not fauning, was happy to sit talking with people from all over the world, late into the night. They drank, and I couldn't drink, and for some reason it didn't matter. Complete strangers would tell me their whole life story in the first five minutes of our meeting, and I wondered why they did this, did I have a receptive face? Did I look like someone who would care? But they would tell me anyway.

I've been here for two years; I'm struggling to build a house; the girlfriend left; I was working as a postman in Holland and the wife left and I thought my life was over; I was working in an icecream factory in Ohio and the wife left; I thought my life was over. I cashed up and went travelling. Through South America. Through Africa. And ended up here. And haven't stopped laughing since. Because sitting here, back in Sydney, at a computer, another day at work finished, stories bashed out at frantic pace, performing the impossible in a thousand key strokes; the dogs not here and Sam over at Suzy's for the night because she's sick, of course; nobody inquires too closely, it's a wonder she's still standing; and he's taken hostage, emotionally blackmailed; and there's nothing I can do to stop it. Is there? Henrietta's here and doesn't want to go back. Time passes and the cruelty of that time is easily condensed. I never wanted to be here. I never thought the good times would end. And out of all the chaos; he found stability in the end zone which was a comfort in itself. Even if there was no rhyme, and certainly no reason.

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EURONEWS: Britain to start pulling its troops out of Iraq
Britain is set to announce a progressive pull-out of its troops from Iraq, starting in just a few weeks time. Prime Minister Tony Blair is expected to make the announcement in Parliament. The White House, presently engaged in controversially sending thousands more troops to Baghdad, has already been informed. The pull-out is being presented as a sign of British success in that the southern regions of Iraq, for which it was responsible, can soon be handed over to Iraqi security forces. 1500 British soldiers, out of the 7000 or so presently deployed in Iraq, could be home by this summer, with the rest following by the end of 2008. The announcement is set to come just a day after ruling Labour was seen to be trailing the opposition Conservatives by 13 percentage points in a crucial poll.

Monday 19 February 2007

We Of the Never Never

This is a picture of the Pai River north of Chiang Mai; and this was the view from my verandah. This is the third week back, kick starting all the routines again; and I'm generally not pleased, phased you might say, at being back. It's all about settling into the brutal routines; falling in short from expectations; escaping depression and settling into torment; the happy days already receding. I just loved it there. Maybe being on holidays and the fact that it's cheap helped; but everything seemed right there, fun, all the lai lines meeting and assuaging the spirit, here in the midst.

The Queen Mary 2 is in town, the media full of glittering pictures of our harbour. A woman was dragged 150 metres underneath a taxi. Sammy turned 16 on the weekend and was straight down to the RTA. Test is next Saturday. These are the minutae of our lives, where chaos and pain intermingle with domestic security and the will to hide; in safety; locking the door and never going out. Colin re-appeared, oblivious to the fuss he had caused. US Vice President Cheney, one of the leading barrackers for the Iraq War, is in town and there are plenty of suggestions it would have been better for Howard if he had stayed away.

Iraq is not a vote winner, probably never was. The holiday recedes. I have had the above picture on my phone as wallpaper; that was the view from my verandah, I say, and the times they crawl inside of us; sun slants through the city streets; we want to be known and unknown and retreat into silence. The state election is coming up. It's a federal election year as well; and it will be a very political year. Not getting any younger, he growns inside, his feet hurting. Have to get up the farm. Time stands still and we are all blessed.

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PAKISTAN TIMES:

Suspected Terror Attack: PANIPAT (India): The death toll in fire on the Samjhota Express, which reportedly erupted after blasts in the train in the northern Indian state of Haryana, has increased to 66, reports said on Monday. Over 50 people have been injured in the tragic incident. The reports said that the death toll could still increase.

Sunday 18 February 2007

Pai: Longing For The Time

Draft. Travelling with teenagers. I sit, looking at the view above, which is taken from the verandah of my bungalow, and cop a wall of complaint from my teenage son. We can't stay here, he declares. The beds are uncomfortable, our room's cold, there's no television, there's nothing to do. But look at the view, I say, waving a hand at the Pai River and the valley stretching out before us; renowned as one of the most beautiful valleys in the world. What's the use of a view, he asks, what's the use of a river when it's too cold to swim. I sigh. It had cost so much money to get us here; finances winding through the sheets and storms; the wind gusted streaks that could not be contained; the city in gay and lesbian mardi gras mode; escape, that is all I wanted, escape.

We came through the troubled tunnels and we landed here. I wanted to impart one last gift, as they moved towards adulthood, and that was a love of travel. I had spent the last decade, at least in my mind, protecting them from difficult circumstance. Now they were almost old enough to be independent, 14 and 16, time is a traveller, Tenterfield saddler, and we experimented with styles and breaches of convention and held that nothing was vital. It's the dry season, you're not seeing it at its best, they told me. During the wet season, when the rains wash the dust from the air, you can see every leaf for miles; and it truly is one of the most beautiful places on earth.

There was just something about it; I liked being there. All the lai lines on earth are meant to meet there; so the cosmic say; and maybe it's true. I felt more normal, more meant to be, than I had for a long time. And the pinks washed across the river every morning and I gazed in awe; trying to capture everything, only to abandon the beauty for a coffee; the visual feast yanked to the bottom of a coffee cup. Everything felt right, meant to be, and that is a most unusual feeling. Time is a traveller, Tenterfield saddler; that was what it was all about; perched at the end of time, at the end of life; in remote corners. God had hidden the most beautiful things in the most inaccessible spots; that was my theory; the Himalayas; but in the current century the ashphalt roads led jam packed Toyotas to the most inaccessible spots; and we were craven in our stupidity; as we passed and passed; beholden.

THE BIGGEST STORY:
Army commanders are grappling with an unprecedented security headache as Prince Harry prepares to deploy to Iraq.
The third in line to the throne appears to have won the battle to join his men on operations in a war zone after months of high-level discussions during which he threatened to quit if he was left behind for his own safety.
Insiders say, however, that officials are still grappling with practical issues - including whether the Metropolitan Police personal protection officers who guard Harry around the clock in the UK should continue doing so in Iraq.
Time to resolve such issues is short. The prince's unit, 'A' Squadron of the Blues and Royals regiment, was warned unofficially last week to expect a six-month tour of duty in southern Iraq starting in April.
It will be the first time a member of the Royal Family has served on military operations since Prince Andrew flew helicopters in the Falklands War 25 years ago - and will force his senior commanders to confront some difficult choices over security.

Saturday 17 February 2007

Phantoms At The End of the Day



It will be a long time, through crowded airports, crushing crowds, cities that teem with life; queuing in order to be forgiven. It's been very odd being back; nothing is straight forward, everything forgotten. Picking up the loose strands. Turning on the electricity, almost literally. No hot water, because the wind has once again blown out the gas heater. The computer didn't work, and it took several trips to the computer shop, and some considerable expense, to get it working again. Colin went missing, last seen when I dropped him off at Central Station one morning on the way to a meeting. Rock solid, solid foundation they chant, whenever a member speaks. It's all too much, but nonetheless turns my head around.

But as I said, nothing has been straight forward, nothing. Getting the cards working again, getting financially back on track after a holiday which cost far more than I ever intended. The schemes and dreams, these were always things that we wanted, fragments of erotica and chaotic voices; threads which never linked, clouds which never took proper shape. We longed for order and ended in chaos. I made mistakes, too many mistakes, and pretended that nothing had happened. I've missed Thailand, I just wanted to turn around and go straight back. I loved it there; the momentary affluence because of the exchange rates, the attitudes. I would watch them some mornings and think: these people are happy. No one in Sydney seems happy, almost no one.

The traffic chokes through our lives and the Labor party launched its election campaign for the state. So we have Morris Iemma, who is perceived as not being as glib a liar as his predecessor Bob Carr, but nonetheless a politician spinning bullshit by the truck load. I've lived too long. I don't like any of them anymore. I couldn't care less if the Labor Party lost power, they don't represent me, they don't represent anybody but themselves anymore. The trouble, as everyone points out, is that the opposition isn't much too boot either. Peter Debnam is a thin, austere, terminally straight man in a fundamentally bent town. He relates to almost no one. He pounds the law and order drum as if we hadn't heard enough of it already. He tries to outgreen the greens; pushing us to drink recycled sewerage; and between them the whole state could barely care less who won. Ripped off by the devil you know, or the devil you don't. Debnam is not a bad person; but he's ex-military; and gives off the aura of having never ever sat in a bar and got drunk or smoked a cigarette or done anything normal, ever. They are dry days in a dry climate; and I really wanted to go back. It was great being on holidays, outside my own life. The kids are back after spending a couple of weeks with their mom. Suzy's fighting with Henrietta, poor little thing, all of 14, half girl half woman, a terrible age, and she walks into my house, a bit of a batchelor's pad I have to admit, and says: It's like a temple here, dad. No one's ever called my house a temple before.

So nothing is straight forward, all is forgotten; and in the hopes we build for a more comforting future, these aspirations too fall on dry concrete. Sydney is a frustrating, soulless town. The tourists see the beauty of the harbour and the spectacular beauty of the rich mansions that surround it; and for the rest of it; we have nothing but fake politicians to loathe and traffic to choke in. From the bottom of the well, there is no justice. All the rigours, the discourse, the affection, the chaotic love of a place that once had a heart, it's all been burnt by hypocrisy; a profoundly dredged state of mind, a Stalinesque culture hide bound by regulation; but above all, a terrible hypocrisy.

THE BIGGEST STORY:

Rudd and Howard have been busy battling it out on the airwaves over Iraq after Howard's claim that terrorists would be delighted by a Democrat win in the US, and that in particular a win for Obama would be a win for al'Qaida. It's been incredibly taudry stuff; while the car bombs continue to go off....


An escalating war of words and fury
Alan RamseyFebruary 17, 2007

On October 7, 2003, the Senate debated the worthlessness of John Howard's word on the invasion of Iraq, before voting 33 to 30 to censure him. In February that same year the Senate did much the same thing, voting 34 to 31 to censure the Government for its political manipulation on Iraq and "no confidence" in Howard's handling of "this grave issue". The Democrats' Lyn Allison, now her party's leader, said during the October debate: "There would be few Australians who would not agree we have been lied to over the pre-emptive strike on Iraq."
Three years and four months later, in an election year, John Howard refuses to debate Iraq on any basis, either inside or outside Parliament.
Back in 2003, of course, the Government did not control the Senate. The subsequent election - on October 9, 2004, a year after the second censure vote - ended the Coalition's Senate minority. The political embarrassment of Howard's censure, as Prime Minister, twice in eight months has not been repeated. Howard has the numbers in both the House of Representatives and the Senate to enforce his will.
Yet still Howard will not debate Kevin Rudd.
On Wednesday morning, immediately after prayers as the House resumed meeting, the Labor leader announced a seven-part motion calling on Howard to "immediately come into the House" and debate him "for a period of not less than an hour" on Australia's military role in Iraq.
Rudd did not mince words.
He cited Howard's "false basis" for Australia's decision to join the invasion, his "misuse of intelligence material to justify" the decision, his "failure" to "articulate a clear cut mission statement" for Australia's "continued participation in the war", Howard's "failure" to develop a "clear cut exit strategy" from Iraq, his "refusal" to explain "his strategy for winning the war", his "attack" on the US Democratic Party as "al-Qaeda's party of choice", and "the Prime Minister's lack of guts and courage in refusing to accept" Rudd's challenge to a national television debate "on Labor's plan to bring our troops home" and Howard's plan "to leave our troops in Iraq indefinitely".
The motion was worded as provocatively as possible to try to goad Howard and leave him little room politically to decline.
But the Government was unmoved. Howard wasn't even in the chamber. As Rudd began speaking to his motion, the junior minister at the table, Bruce Bilson, moved the gag on him. All Rudd managed to say was: "The Prime Minister said yesterday that Parliament is the forum for debate. Come on down - " .....

Thursday 1 February 2007

Happy Endings

At Changi Airport waiting for a flight back to Sydney. The whole world is on the move. People who 20 years ago would never have travelled are waiting in airport lounges, talking to anyone about anything. It's been a long shuffle back; the bus trip from unbelievably picturesque Pai down to the buzzle of Chiang Mai; then a flight to Bangkok on One Two Go; 1700 baht, about $60, to fly anywhere in Thailand, all destinations the same price. Perfectly decent; even left on time. Mass travel, just like the internet, is changing the world; and I look at the hordes and think, this has only happened in the past few years.

Flew Swissair from Bangkok to Singapore yesterday evening and overnighted in the President Park Hotel. At least it was better than the China Princess. Next to Little India, which really is like India. You could swear you were in Delhi or even Calcutta. There was a big travel convention event on at the hotel, rolling out the red carpet, people spilling out of private parties in the bars and coffee shops.

My stomach hurts and Sydney seems very much out of the main swing of things. Have to be back at work on Sunday. We're at the far end of the world; the socialand economic life has been sifled by generations of appalling politicians; the puritanical and censorious legacy of the British and the overlaying levels of government, all have gone to creating a more boring culture than need be. Where are you from? I asked some middle aged bloke in the toilets at the food hall at the back of the night bazaar when he caught me putting on a Same Same But Different t-shirt and I made some flippant comment. Sydney, he said in a clipped South African accent. So am I, I said. Have a safe journey, he said, in an imperious tone, walking off, and I remembered why I hated my own city. After a month caught in furious conversation with people from all over the world.

It's cost more than I intended but it's been great to be away; outside my own life and own routine.