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Tuesday, 22 January 2008

The Belts Snaking Out




"APRIL is the cruellest month, breeding
Lilacs out of the dead land, mixing
Memory and desire, stirring
Dull roots with spring rain.
Winter kept us warm, covering
Earth in forgetful snow, feeding
A little life with dried tubers."

TS Elliot


Out of the dead past struggled many images; and always the most vivid of those, throughout life, were the belts snaking out towards me as I ran sobbing around the house, my parents, both of them at times but usually my father the cruelest, belting and belting and belting. I was a different child, my head perpetually buried in a book, and the belts, I guess, were a way of making me more normal, or a way of punishing me for being different, or smarter. My father rarely read anyting and my mother was buried in the bible. At fifteen I would come home on a Friday, change out of my school uniform and disappear into town, taking that long long bus ride from the isolated beach suburb where we lived into a world where at least I was wanted, jail bait. Often I would come home at three or four on a Monday morning before school; and there would be my father with the belt laid out on the kitchen table, waiting for me, the sadist, and I would be belted once again, with all the tears and distress. And my mother silent in the background; because he was boss. How I hated that man, how I wished him dead.

The worst of it was one day when they demanded that I say sorry over something or other that I had done. I think they wanted me to say sorry for being out without permission on the weekend. I wasn't sorry, and I wasn't going to lie for them, and I wasn't going to stand still for a belting, not this time. And so they chased me around with their belts, both my mother and father, trying to hit me, the belts snaking out as I ducked and weaved, and ran around the house, I'm not sorry, I'm not sorry, the belts flailing at me, until they cornered me, and they hit me and hit me and hit me, as I tried to cover my face and the belts rained down. And It went on and on and on, as they hit me and hit me and hit me, until I finally surrendered, desperate for it to stop, and said, alright, I'm, sorry, but I'm not really. And then the belting really started. And finally they were done; and I sobbed quietly in the corner. And that was it for me. I never trusted them again. I was never naive enough to love them again.

And throughout life, I never ever wanted to feel anything, because to feel something was to be hurt. And thus began the cruel road that was my destiny. I built in my mind the many walls that would protect me; shielded behind barriers so that no one, absolutely no one, could get to me. The minute I turned 16 and could legally leave, I was gone from that horrible house where I had been so dismally unhappy and been so badly treated. The school, being a public school, didn't even ask why one of their top students was leaving. I walked down that road which had wound around the hillside into my worst fears, crying, that day, distressed and sad and afraid, ignorant of how I would survive. Although as I soon discovered, 16-year-old boys can always survive.

The other day, early Saturday afternoon, I was running around doing a a few odd jobs, and thought I would duck back in via my house to pick up some sunglasses, and to incidentally check on my own 16-year-old son, who was having some friends over. They were sitting around the lounge room, playing Monopoly, laughing. And I looked at them, startled by the innocence of it all. They seemed so happy, so innocent; and so young; and yet that's the same age when I was already out of home; and by 1.30 on a Saturday afternoon, I was always drunk in the Rex Hotel in Kings Cross; drunk and sometimes maudlin, but always drunk.

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http://www.news.com.au/couriermail/story/0,23739,23094705-952,00.html?from=mostpop

EMERALD'S Nogoa River was yesterday a swirling, churning inland sea hundreds of metres wide, with dozens of low-lying businesses and homes flooded in the Central Highlands town.
The river, which is swollen with the spillover from the Fairbairn Dam 16km away, did not quite reach the 15.5m peak expected, instead fluctuating between 15.2m and 15.4m.

Water continued flowing over the dam spillway at record heights, hitting 4.4m late in the afternoon, well above the previous record of 2.82m in 1984.

http://www.theage.com.au/news/world/an-ordinary-new-zealander-who-did-extraordinary-things/2008/01/22/1200764265337.html

IT WAS sombre, but not cripplingly sad. There were a few tears, but laughter as well.

Dignitaries sat shoulder to shoulder with monks, hearing about a national hero and a loved grandfather.

Sir Edmund Hillary's funeral in Auckland yesterday managed to span the breadth of who he was.

"An ordinary New Zealander who did extraordinary things" was how Dean of Christchurch Peter Beck described the perception of Hillary.

It neatly captured the spirit of a service that was a celebration of 88 years of a life lived to the full....

It was funny seeing Peter Hillary, his son, who I met in the Himalayas by coincidents more than 30 years ago, up on the television screens, now a middle aged man:


Peter Hillary talked of the "compulsory curriculum" of adventure that came with growing up in the Hillary clan, where pending school holidays meant "a growing apprehension — even fear — about where Dad was going to take us".

The grandchildren and step-grandchildren told of "Grandpa Ed", with 20-year-old Sam Mulgrew talking eloquently about the shared fun even up to the last few weeks, when Hillary was booked into hospital under the name of Vincent Stardust.

"Ed, it was an honour and a privilege to have known you so well. The many hours that we have spent together will remain with me for the rest of time," he said, his voice breaking with emotion.

Long-time friend Jim Wilson said that for Hillary life and adventure were effectively indivisible and he retained his "little boy enthusiasm" throughout his adult years.

The service also focused on Hillary's legacy. Miss Clark said few could emulate his strength but all could strive to match his humanity.

Peter Hillary said the death of his father was the moment to "keep the commitment and love alive" and fulfil his work for the Sherpa people.

Hillary's coffin was placed in a hearse, which was driven onto the streets of Parnell, where thousands had gathered to farewell Hillary. Quietly and then steadily, applause broke out among the crowd as Hillary made his final journey.

THE PRESS

Monday, 21 January 2008

Desperately Beaten Froth Hope



Hey, when a man turns bad
it`s a well known fact
you don`t go giving him a bucket of compliments
behind his back
you don`t go laying traps for him
you cannot detect his scent
you cannot set your dogs on him
they won`t go where he went

Though his eyes may have been scored out
and his face is full of pits
He's bloodless, still rides for you
and he`s grating at the bit
Oh

When a man turns bad
you don`t want to know a thing
you can see it in the way that his hand shakes
as he pours himself a drink
he won`t take pleasure giving you the time of day
can`t walk in a straight line
just takes him a shot of bitumen
take a shot of turpentine
Oh

When a man turns bad
you can smell it on his breath
He has to fix himself up one in the morning
just to get him out of bed

When a man turns bad
it`s written on his wrists
gets a sudden fidgetty urge to kiss you baby
but he`s eating away at his lips

When a man turns bad
he don`t want no friendly advice
phone off the hook, not available for comment
better punch out the lights, sugar and spice, now

When a man turns bad
when a man turns bad
when a man turns bad
You can tell by his hair
he looks like he`s looking at a crack in the ceiling
or a nameless point somewhere
and in fact he`s seeing him a vision
in fact it`s a kingdom somewhere
where the lamb lies down with the rabid dog
and the dog don`t care

When a man turns bad
you can see it in his stare
looks like he`s looking at a crack in the ceiling
or just a nameless point in the air
in fact he`s seeing a vision
in the back of the kingdom somewhere
well the lamb lies down with the dog
and the dog doesn`t care

In fact he`s seeing a vision
in fact it`s a kingdom somewhere
where the lamb lies down with the rabid dog
and the rabid dog he don`t care

When a man turns bad
it`s a well known fact
you don`t go giving him a bucket of compliments
behind his back
you don`t go laying traps for him
you cannot detect his scent
you cannot set your dogs on him
they won`t go where he went
they won`t go where he went
they won`t go where he went

David McComb, The Triffids.

In the pines, in the pines, in the aftermath of our distant lives, a million miles from the froth that was Hollywood and ancient distances from the centre of things. We were so moved, it was such a splendid thing; and the compliments did flow and the world did turn on its axis. One of the city's most famous bars, Barons, has closed down; the days when our bodies could stand the pace and there was nowhere else to be but our bar, our cafe, our universe; and we draped our laughter and cynicism across the footpaths; you'd look pretty in a dress, the old drag queen said, trailing her fingers across my yet to be shaven face.

And the room I lived in, next to the incinerator, cheap because of the hole in the window, dark because I had painted the roof black with red splotches; the budgies living out there lives in the corner; the Frenchman, handsome I suppose, they all were, who came and had his way; and the evolving circumstance of everything: I couldn't stand it anymore. I misted up immediately at the first orchestral wave: this our lives, these our desperately loved songs; we were so moved; so much of our lives had passed unlived; our minds in neutral, the television always on in the corner, distracting us from any real thought. And at the end, we knew we were failures, we knew we were on the run, we knew that our lives operated not just outside the law, but outside decency. The only fruit was madness and too many had gone. I wanted desperately to be liked; and spoke to no one. How did that work?

The egg dribbled down his chin. This one's gone to God, we can only be kind. The full days, in the intervening years between the flash of youthful hope and the decay of middle years, and the death from liver disease, an old junkie in Calcutta. You used to be a journalist? the man asked, in disbelief. Generations of junkies had died here; they would say anything. They had all wanted to be something; they all made up stories of their past achievements, to illuminate their present decay, to pretend to have been something, someone. The French abandoned themselves on the subcontinent; the British, less often but often enough, the Americans never. He had driven through these very same streets on the back of a motorbike across the Calcutta's famous Howrah bridge, where we used to buy smoko from the vendors in the early hours; and this world was ours in this unique place. Of all the places he had been, he had chosen here to die; his head full of memories and his heart full of grief; and the smack not working as his body ceased to function. Those dawns, so long ago, he had never been happy, but, but... It had all been such an adventure. So much he had written, to so little end.

THE BIGGER STORY:


http://www.boudist.com/archive/2007/10/24/last_drinks_at_barons.php

Last Drinks At Baron's

Like many of the character rich old joints in the Cross it's being demolished to make way for a new multi storey development.

I'm sure most Sydney drinkers would have some hazy memories of a night spent surfing the lounges of the dimly lit bar.

I remember being taken there as a 17 year old, sipping Midori Illusions with my workmates and trying to learn backgammon. On another night I recall being asked to leave once dawn hit after spending the night canoodling with my first girlfriend. This was before the times you needed to buy some garlic bread downstairs in order to drink upstairs.

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Sunday, 20 January 2008

A Vast And Intense Lyricism




"I'll finish with some lines of poetry in memory of those heroes from the land of Hijaz, the land of faith, from Ghamid and Zahran, from Bani Shahr, from Harb, from Najd, and we pray to God to accept them all, and in memory of those who came from Holy Mecca, Salem and Nawaf al-Hazmi, Khaled al-Mihdhar, or those who came from Medina, the radiant, who left life and its comforts for the sake of 'There is no god but God'.

I testify that these men, as sharp as a sword,
Have persevered through all trials
How special they are who sold their souls to God
Who smiled at Death when his sword gazed ominously at them
Who willingly bared their chests as shields.
Though the clothes of darkness enveloped us and the poisoned tooth bit us,
Though our homes overflowed with blood and the assailant desecrated our land,
Though from the squares the shining of swords and horses vanished,
And sound of drums was growing
The fighters' winds blew, striking their towers and telling them:
We will not cease our raids until you will leave our fields.

Peace be with you and all God's mercy and blessings.

From Messages to the World
The Statements of Osama bin Laden.


This is, by any standards, an astonishing age; when so much is available, at the touch of a keyboard, on television, from the corner shop; when even this week for instance, I can watch some of the world's best tennis players at the Australian Open; the astonishing Roger Federer versus Janko Tipsarevic match which went to five sets and a tie break in the fifth and was probably the best tennis match I've ever seen; from that to American Gangster, a wonderful movie I absolutely loved; to last night, watching the reformed Triffids Concert, A Secret at the Heart of a Song. How haunting was that, how wonderful, many of the most famous names and talents in Australian music at the rundown Metro Theatre in George Street.

I had free tickets after a story I wrote; initially for last Friday. Stuck in the Hunter after an explosion in one of the vineyards in the Hunter which killed two men and left another with 80% burns in a serious condition in hospital; and had to after some fuss get them changed to Sunday. I rang Polly, the woman who was in the bomb blast at UN headquarters in Iraq and lives on a now very comfortable UN pension in New York but has acquired an apartment in Sydney, in the morning, waking her up, and with some sense of achievement told her I had managed to change the complimentary tickets for that night. $60 a ticket, definitely worth getting. Not to mention that this was a piece of history, one of the country's most magnificent bands reformed after the death of their lead singer David McComb; the series of concerts the first time they had played in Australia in 18 years.

But Polly, taking me back, wasn't that enthusiastic and decided in the end she didn't want to go out. You don't want to see The Triffids? That made no sense. And then Virginia Fay; someone I had first met 30 years ago; the saint in our crowd of amateur disasters, popped in to my head and suddenly everything clicked into place and it was all meant to be. She'd been playing their albums and wishing she could get a ticket and wishing she could go, lighting a candle in their memory; and when I rang out of the blue after not having spoken for two or three years; it was too good to be true. And it was such a great night, just absolutely wonderful. Started at eight and it was heading on to twelve when we left; the bar open and the 80s fans and people our age, who remembered and had loved them for real; we were all mixed up in the crumby, rotten Metro.

And here was genius.

I couldn't help remembering those days when I had loved them the most, when their masterwork, the album Born Sandy Devotional, was stuck permanently in the tape deck. When the ramshackle old maroon Triumph I loved so much, after I "borrowed" $30,000 cash in circumstances I once wrote a book about that no one seemed to find very interesting; and I clattered across the inland, through floods and across the gibber desert, with The Triffids blaring in a perfect echo of the Australian landscape. And love and life and adventure were all ours; and I was on the run, yet again, nine lives already up; but this was our time, our destiny, our music, ourselves; all in perfect sync with the wide wide world.

THE BIGGER STORY:

www.thetriffids.com

Well the drums rolled off in my forehead
And the guns went off in my chest
Remember carrying the baby just for you
Crying in the wilderness

I lost track of my friends, I lost my kin
I cut them off as limbs
I drove out over the flatlands
Hunting down you and him

The sky was big and empty
My chest filled to explode
I yelled my insides out at the sun
At the wide open road

It's a wide open road, it's a wide open road.....

How do you think it feels
Sleeping by yourself?
When the one you love, the one you love
Is with someone else

Then it's a wide open road
It's a wide open road
And now you can go any place
That you ever wanted to go

Saturday, 19 January 2008

The Hunt for Happiness




"Some of us have created a lot of awful messes through the years. We've committed some big juicy sins that fill us with remorse and regret. Others of us have stayed out of trouble and kept our noses clean. Our records aren't full of black spots, but then they're not very full of anything. We haven't done much because we haven't done much. Which of us is better off? There's no virtue or joy in being a spectator to the game of life. Better to risk a wrong turn than to sit out our lives."
Larsen & Hegarty

Saw American Gangster last night. Great movie.

What was there to prove? That happiness had always remained out of reach? That he wished he had enjoyed his life more? That the funks, the binges, the slow settling decay of the spirit, the thickening of the waist, that all of it should have been different? Days of crawling embarrassment, no laugh, no cry, the wispy phantasms, always just out of reach, disappearing into the corner of murkish, green auditoriums; that the truth, the single cohesive whole, was there to be grasped. But nothing was to be grasped. He had been born defective. Hope was for other people. Happiness was something that happened in the suburbs. Cosy family units, which he had been so briefly happy to belong to, all that disintegrated as soon as it appeared; and he didn't know anymore why he did what he did.

American gangster keeps playing in my head. We could be cruel but mostly we just held back. Sunshine gripped faces full of secrets only hinted at. The trains coming down across Thailand from the mountains with a police guard. The politics of heroin in south east Asia, by Alfred McCoy. The chaos on the streets of Harlem; and even here. The American military planes which flew the stuff into the US. That startled look; 100% pure. What an amazing movie. Cutting across our own lives. The Bangkok bars; now really just sex bars. The only thing that had ever made him feel normal, coherent, a single person. Otherwise, it was all scattered to the four winds. The pale faces of the drug lords. The moments of history we tried to make our own and were instead littered with the dead. I was crying for those motherless children, for all of us who danced the dance; and we ended here in a foreign country, the future.

And the bars, what stories he could tell, were just normal bars; and everything that was possible, the depravity of our past lives; the groups which had been so tight and then dissolved; after we had thought: every man's cafe is the centre of the universe; thank you Sartre; but it was only his micro universe. He had tried to climb out of the hole he had fallen into; only to realise there wasn't much use calling for help. The old friends who might drop by didn't even live in Sydney anymore. His ever evolving circle of acquaintances didn't share any of the same history, didn't know any of the same faces. And when a blast from the past did arrive; they were almost invariably dying, their disease and the limited number of their days making them even more eccentric than when they had been young. He didn't want to admit defeat; but defeat had claimed that old self a long time ago.

THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.smh.com.au/news/whale-watch/protesters-turn-on-each-other-in-sea-hunt-for-whalers/2008/01/19/1200620274594.html

TWO anti-whaling groups harassing Japanese whalers in the Southern Ocean turned on each other yesterday.

Sea Shepherd chief Paul Watson slammed Greenpeace for refusing to tell him where the Japanese whaling fleet is, even though the Greenpeace ship Esperanza is right on the tail of the whalers' mother ship.

The row blew up as the crew of the Sea Shepherd ship, the Steve Irwin, threw 10 butyric acid bottles at the Yushin Maru No. 2. The acid is harmless but smells like rancid butter.

Captain Watson said his ship then lost track of the Japanese whaler when it was forced on a 75-nautical-mile detour to collect two crew members who had been handed over by the whalers to the Australian customs ship Oceanic Viking.

"We were only a few miles away when they transferred the two crewmen, but the Oceanic Viking insisted we rendezvous 75 miles away," Captain Watson said.

"That allowed the Japanese whaler to get away. Now we don't know where the hunters are and Greenpeace refuses to give us the co-ordinates of the mother ship they are trailing.

"If whales begin to die within the next few days, I will hold Greenpeace and the Australian Government responsible. I understand Greenpeace needs kill footage and images of heroic eco-warriors buzzing about in inflatables, but that does not stop the harpoons."

Friday, 18 January 2008

A Haunting Laugh




Trying to determine what is going on in the world by reading newspapers is like trying to tell the time by watching the second hand of a clock.
Ben Hecht
US author & dramatist (1893 - 1964)


A haunting prayer, a diseased cackle; why live anywhere else except the centre.... But it was all best summed up by the author Andrew Holleran, who's Dancer from the Dance, a must read in the 1970s about gay life in New York. Later he wrote an achingly sad and lonely book called The Beauty of Men, which went on to detail the end game; the legions of talented young men dying of AIDS, the queens high in their lonely apartments, guarding their porn collections as they bounce in and out of hospital. He flees to some nothing Southern town to look after his dying mother; makes a fool of himself falling in love with a young bloke down the road; and finds his love moments in public toilets; glory holes the centre of his sex life. But back then the world was shifting on its axis, every dance, every club, every drug, every encounter, were blows for the revolution; for an assault on the smothering of the prevailing consciousness. We were going to change everything.

But there were other ways to preserve one's sanity. Instead of Southern towns there was Australia; and after the transforming nature of the London bars; reaching deep and instantly into some other culture, he cried fowl. Just like his cars his body betrayed him, falling apart when there was so much else to do. He had always sought the ultimate refuge; not just a place where he could be safe but the place where there would be enough time and security for him to write the books that were his destiny; the episodic narratives; the lyrical descriptions of personal pain, the stories that would capture a generation. It never happened. They would arrive at one beach on the south coast of Morocco, only to discover that the best beaches were further on; down past the Sahara, where the dunes met the sea.

And the transcendental moments; of love for his partner; of humiliating lust for the local lads; it all caved away as he pounded out masterworks that would never see the light of day. The times changed utterly; with the arrival of computers and wave after wave of younger, brighter, more intense people. If he couldn't be at the centre he wouldn't be anywhere; and his consciousness disintegrated under years of substance abuse. The clattering fall; the dying moment; the ecstatic shout as they pumped their hands in the air on the most central; most sophisticated dance floors he had ever been on; while outside the stolid blocks of the London buildings, the doors that allowed no entry; the ancient queens who carried with them the traditions of centuries, who lived in the high security, humble in reality bedsits; who's wit and self deprecation made them all laugh; as their eyes swept the bar; stripping every new comer before turning back to their gins and warm beers and stub filled ashtrays.

Appreciate it now, it won't last, someone tried to tell him through the alcoholic mist, and he laughed, a haunting laugh. He knew better. Of course it would last. Of course he would be fabulous, from here to eternity; of course it was destined for some to be gorgeous and for others to watch. And he would be the centre of the dance; and he would take the attention and the declarations as entirely his due; and the music would pound and he would lean over, whispering into the ear of the handsome young man from New York; this is the centre of everything, you are the centre of everything; and they laughed and they danced and embraced; as the sky outside lightened into dawn and workers picked their way through the ancient streets; on their ways to entirely different lives.

THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.glbtq.com/literature/holleran_a.html

Holleran's first novel, Dancer from the Dance, one of the first major breakthrough novels...chronicles the life of "that tiny subspecies of homosexual, the doomed queen, who puts the car in gear and drives right off the cliff!" The novel documents the life of an enigmatic and beautiful man, Malone, who becomes subsumed by the frenetic gay social circuit of Manhattan and Fire Island.

Holleran is regularly lauded as a great prose stylist, and this somewhat trite plot line becomes an occasion for weaving a poetic myth of identity around and within the bars, discos, and house parties that typified a certain segment of the gay world in the late 1970s. This is a gay Great Gatsby, with East and West Egg replaced by Fire Island and the Pines....

Nights in Aruba was published in 1983, only two years after the New York Times published its first story about a mysterious cancer found in forty-one homosexuals. Yet the impact of AIDS is already felt strongly in the novel. At one point, the narrator tells us that "by this time I was wary of disease," and later laments that "celebrities of our sexual demimonde were dying of bizarre cancers."

http://www.smh.com.au/news/whale-watch/hostilities-resume-after-activists-released/2008/01/18/1200620211153.html

Andrew Darby in Hobart
January 19, 2008

THE Japanese whaling factory ship Nisshin Maru has fired up its water cannon as hostilities resume after the release of Sea Shepherd activists in the Antarctic.

The mother ship returned to its fleet yesterday as the crew tried to get their hunt back on track after the crisis sparked when activists boarded a catcher boat.

The Nisshin Maru was last night steaming towards the Sea Shepherd vessel, which had already attacked another of its ships, the Institute of Cetacean Research said. Activists had tried unsuccessfully to tangle the vessel's propellers with ropes.

When the Nisshin Maru stopped to refuel the Yushin Maru No.2, the boat at the centre of the detention crisis, they were buzzed by Greenpeace campaigners in small boats, and the high-powered water cannon were turned on. The expedition leader, Karli Thomas, said the campaigners trying to record the refuelling escaped a wetting.

Since it was tracked down last Saturday, the factory ship had tried to shake the Greenpeace ship, Esperanza, off its tail on a long run into the southern Indian Ocean. It turned back only when the Australian Benjamin Potts and Briton Giles Lane leapt over the rail onto the Yushin Maru No.2, left behind in the Antarctic.

Mr Potts, 28, said three of the whalers tried to heave him over the side and into the icy ocean, but he clung to a rail and the crew gradually calmed down.

Thursday, 17 January 2008

Numbered Days At Work At Play



"As it was I thought as little of it as I might. But my mind could not go by it and leave it, as my body did; and it usually awakened a long train of meditations. Coming before me on this particular evening that I mention, mingled with the childish recollections and later fancies, the ghosts of half-formed hopes, the broken shadows of disappointments dimly seen and understood, the blending of experience and imagination, incidental to the occupation with which my thoughts had been busy, it was more than commonly suggestive. I fell into a brown study..."
Charles Dickens, David Copperfield.

We were closely linked, all those years, with a sudden blast of creature comforts and a startled consciousness wrapped up in the passing trees. I sped out of that forest at well over the 100 kilometre limit; but while often the thought formed these days; I'm never going to see that person again; that didn't happen here. All I wanted was to get out. The townships were all dead at that hour. This sadly repressed, chronically over-governed country, had served us all so poorly, we who were spinning out our lives here.

We were dancing, in the middle of the night, in a London bar; and like all those episodes, I formed liaisons against the craziest of backdrops. In earlier years I had ridden the London underground just to keep warm. Now, more sophisticated, or at least more cunning, I knew the bars to go to. I was always looked after. Someone was always lining up. And he was cute, they were all cute; and life was the ultimate adventure. He was from New York and I remember to this day him saying: New York is the centre of everything. And why would you want to live anywhere else but the centre?

Australians can never pretend we are at the centre of everything. The great socialist republic. A law against almost everything. All for the common good, of course. And cruel time passed, slowly, slowly. I wanted to see him there, pert faced upturned, legs in the air was always for late, when I was drunk and didn't know what I was doing anyway; and truly didn't care. Not anymore. Why live anywhere but the centre? But once again, just as always, my time would run out and I would be back on a plane, winging back to Australia and another life. The full international junky, John Bygate would call me. But JB, who was the person I wrote a story about which was the first money I ever made out of writing, co-winning the Adelaide Festival's short story competition in 1974, is gone from a brain hemorrhage, and his crazy laughter is remembered by almost no one; his legacy carried into the tide by dying friends.

Sylvia Platitude, he scrawled in graffiti on his own lounge room walls, during an obsessive episode where he clutched her poetry books for days; read us all verses. And he'd raise a glass of Southern Comfort, here's to Janis, Janis Joplin of course; his ultimate hero, the girl on the barstool; and they're all dead now, all of them. And I remain, a choppy spirit on a broken sea, calling out to a world that has changed utterly and completely. We can never be the same. We can never go back.

THE BIGGER STORY:


Canberra casts off whaling activists
NEWS.com.au, Australia - 4 hours ago
By Elizabeth Gosch and Mark Dodd THE Australian Government has condemned the actions of the rogue activists who boarded a Japanese whaling ship in the ...
Australian ship moves to pick up anti-whaling activists
Melbourne Herald Sun, Australia - 4 hours ago
THE Australian Customs ship Oceanic Viking was last night standing by to collect protesters taken prisoner by the Japanese whaling fleet in the Southern ...
Sea Shepherd on top in PR war
The Australian, Australia - 5 hours ago
THE heat between Japanese whalers and environmental activists reaches far beyond the icy Southern Ocean: it's in the cutting edge battle to harpoon public ...
High-Tech Supports High-Seas Drama
PC World - 4 hours ago
When protestors boarded a Japanese whaling ship, images flashed on TVs worldwide--images that are key to winning the global PR battle. ...
Protest ship sticks to the chase
Sydney Morning Herald, Australia - 6 hours ago
THE Australian patrol ship Oceanic Viking will deliver two detained activists from a Japanese vessel to their ship, Sea Shepherd - but their freedom could ...
Australia offers to pick up whale protesters
Guardian Unlimited, UK - 7 hours ago
This article was first published on guardian.co.uk on Thursday January 17 2008. It was last updated at 11:18 on January 17 2008. ...
Whaling hostage deadlock
Courier Mail, Australia - 5 hours ago
THE whaling hostage impasse continued in the Southern Ocean yesterday as the Federal Opposition raised doubts about the seaworthiness of the ship sent to ...

Wednesday, 16 January 2008

The Home Paddock



"Can today's Australians inhabit such landscape? Can we feel at home there? When you find yourself in a pale dune field at sunset, with the sky blush pink and deepest indigo, or when you look out from the crest of an inland mesa at the clouds in their indifferent race across the sky, such questions tend to dissolve, and patterns and thought chains separate from man's deliberate kingdom take hold. I have always felt, at such moments, on the verge of dissolution - close to death, as much as on the threshold of new revelations in the march of life - and rather than imposing my will on country, or on landscape, and prolonging the dictatorship of control and consciousness, I am overwhelmed. I am a creature of new rhythm, and the desert, and the inland, are writing me."
Nicholas Rothwell.

At last we arrived at the so-called main house block. It was a large almost flat area cleared out of the forest, perhaps 200 metres square; where I could imagine a large Queenslander, with verandas all around, providing comfort and television to those who sought isolation in this place. In its centre was a tiny caravan which appeared to have been abandoned some years ago. I sat outside, in a funk, while Henry banged around inside, clearing rubbish, supposedly so I could sleep on the floor. although I had no sleeping bag and no blankets. And right about now I started wondering, why the hell did you invite me here?

When the banging ceased for a moment, I looked inside the no doubt spider ridden interior. Why can't I just crash on your veranda, it would be much more comfortable? I asked; and he looked up startled with those huge blue psychotic eyes; and then kept on banging and moving things around. So I sat outside and watched the forest darken into night; until finally he emerged and said: you're right, I can't sleep here.

It's alright, I said, it's only a few hours drive to my place.

My place, with a shower and electricity, and which I had thought primitive because of its unfurnished state.

So we walked and walked, back to his shed; sat and talked for a while about God knows what; and then made our way back more kilometres through the bush; back to the neighbours. I tried to show a bit of interest in all the trees he had planted; but in the dark there was nothing to see but fear itself; and we kept on trudging until the car finally appeared out of my exhaustion. The man was eating the dinner of mince on toast his wife had just prepared; and she was on the way to bed when we arrived and didn't let us stop her, although having a guest out here must be the rarest of things. We talked about roads and signs and roundabouts; and finally I was on the way, poking my way down the narrow dirt road in the middle of the night; finally reaching the asphalt and civilisation.

Alone, the shadows chased me, the lights on high beam as the car raced through the frightening forest; my consciousness vaulted into the high reaches of the trees; speeding to escape a nightmare. High in the Great Dividing Range I pulled over and slept; first outside an unopened hotel, seeking human comfort even in a car park outside a building still under construction; and then in an alcove overlooking a valley. And had nothing to say. There was nothing to understand. Random nature had taken me here; and would take me further; not jails institutions and death as in the old days; but hospitals sickness and death; with tubes and nurses, white sheets and narrow, forlorn views out tiny windows. All of our futures make the present seem like paradise; to be valued despite the gripping, non-sensical nature of events. Despite the fear in the black black skies.

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http://www.theage.com.au/news/national/no-retreat-in-antarctic-whaling-standoff/2008/01/16/1200419885261.html

A GRIM stand-off held firm last night over activists detained by Japanese whalers in the Antarctic.

Despite repeated demands by Foreign Affairs Minister Stephen Smith for a speedy and safe return of the Sea Shepherd men, they were still confined on the whaling ship, Yushin Maru No. 2.

Attention was turning to the potential role of the Australian Government's patrol ship, Oceanic Viking, as an intermediary in the dispute.

Mr Smith said the Government had urged co-operation and restraint from both sides. "Neither captain involved should set conditions beyond those necessary to ensure the men's safe return," he said.

But the whalers required "full security" from protest for their research fleet in exchange for the Australian, Benjamin Potts, and Briton, Giles Lane, who clambered on to the Japanese ship on Tuesday.

A long record of dangerous protest by Sea Shepherd meant that the fleet was worried about its response during a handover, said Hideki Moronuki, the deputy director of the Fisheries Agency of Japan.

http://www.news.com.au/heraldsun/story/0,21985,23059233-662,00.html


SECURITY at the Australian embassy in Afghanistan is under scrutiny after Taliban extremists attacked the Kabul hotel that houses the mission, killing at least seven people.

The gun, grenade and suicide bomb attack at the five-star Serena Hotel injured several others, but the Australians were said to be safe.

Officials are confident the embassy was not the target.

But Prime Minister Kevin Rudd has promised a review of security.

The Department of Foreign Affairs and Trade says protection for the embassy is provided by a private Australian security firm.

Mr Rudd has asked DFAT for an urgent assessment of its security needs in Afghanistan.

Tuesday, 15 January 2008

Reverse Regret




"There is a landscape behind the landscape that we are always reaching for and seeking with our eyes and hearts. It is the landscape that is always there, and always receding, and that seems especially well evoked to the Aboriginal conceptual frame of the Tjukurrpa, which is the flash of the present moment and the echo, far off, from primary, long vanished events."
Nicholas Rothwell.

Stolen from the torrents, born defective, these days allowed for little introspection, shame guilt regret remorse he had chanted all those years ago, and more recently, deer caught in the headlights, he had chanted shame guilt remorse, forgetting the regret. They crowded around others, they didn't crowd around him. He was a thorough gentleman, and kept his own counsel. And everything was calm, in that eternal, unthinking way.

The light disappeared rapidly, the forest looming even more intensely over the shed he had so badly mistaken for a house. As if they were at a tourist resort, he had carried Charles Dickens' David Copperfield in with him. He had begun reading it in one of those "things to do before you die read the Western canon" moments and was now determined to finish the thousand plus pages. How infinitely sad were the gropings of his present. The city family he had acquired which were so much more important than his real family, they had passed on or disintegrated, years ago now. Their voices remained in his head, and he often talked to them there, but in reality they were long gone.

Time to get moving, it will be dark soon, Henry insisted. The mosquitoes will be out soon. They are in plague proportions.

I tried to ascertain how far it was; and he made it seem as if it was only a couple of hundred yards away. And with the light rapidly disappearing, and the screech of the cicadas having stepped up a notch, we walked and we walked and we walked, first via the car and then to the so-called "main house" block; which sounded grand but in reality was unlikely to ever hold anything; here in the aching isolation, in the middle of absolutely nowhere.

I couldn't understand the panic that seemed to be settling upon him; and realised he had never actually had a guest before. I was the first; and at this rate the last. He told me his dream of building some sort of creative writer's retreat; here where you could disappear from the modern world. But as the mosquitoes buzzed and another hallucinatory sound wave rose on the shriek of the cicadas, he couldn't think of anything worse. Call him old fashioned, but he liked a bath everyday, he liked human contact, even if it was just at the cafe every morning. He liked a coffee down the road and bumping people in the street. As lonely as he had often felt, he was not a social isolate.

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SMH:


Inflation adds edge to Labor's budget axe

Mark Davis Political Correspondent
January 16, 2008


ALARMED by the inflationary pressures building in the economy, the Rudd Government will seek spending cuts well above the $10 billion targeted by Labor in last year's election campaign.

The Minister for Finance, Lindsay Tanner, said yesterday that to keep a lid on inflation and interest rates the Government would aim for a budget surplus higher than the latest estimate of $14.4 billion for the next financial year.

In an interview with the Herald, Mr Tanner said his department was leading a "razor gang" exercise to achieve the cuts.

While he did not identify any targets, the total spending cuts could exceed $1 billion for 2008-09, on top of the $10 billion previously promised for the next four years.

...

SMH:


Andrew Darby in Hobart and Alex Tibbitts
January 16, 2008

THE war between whalers and protesters has escalated dramatically, with an Australian man allegedly beaten and tied up aboard a Japanese vessel, hours after a court ruled the Antarctic whale hunt was illegal.

Benjamin Potts, 28, a helicopter assistant from the Sea Shepherd Conservation Society's vessel, the Steve Irwin, and Giles Lane, 35, a Briton, were detained yesterday after boarding the moving whaling catcher boat the Yushin Maru No. 2 in the icy Antarctic.

The leader of Sea Shepherd, Captain Paul Watson, said the incident happened after the group's vessel broke up the whaling fleet's attempt to resupply in the Southern Ocean.

The two men had boarded the whaling ship in an attempt to deliver a letter telling the whalers to leave the Antarctic, Captain Watson said. "First the whalers tried to throw them overboard, then they tied them to a bulkhead and were beating them," Captain Watson told the Herald. "We are asking the Australian Government to help with this."

A spokesman for the Minister for Foreign Affairs, Stephen Smith, said: "The Government is investigating the reports as a matter of priority."

Monday, 14 January 2008

From Ecstasy to Eternity



"I HEARTILY ACCEPT the motto, — "That government is best which governs least";(1) and I should like to see it acted up to more rapidly and systematically. Carried out, it finally amounts to this, which also I believe, — "That government is best which governs not at all"; and when men are prepared for it, that will be the kind of government which they will have. Government is at best but an expedient; but most governments are usually, and all governments are sometimes, inexpedient. The objections which have been brought against a standing army, and they are many and weighty, and deserve to prevail, may also at last be brought against a standing government. The standing army is only an arm of the standing government. The government itself, which is only the mode which the people have chosen to execute their will, is equally liable to be abused and perverted before the people can act through it...

"After all, the practical reason why, when the power is once in the hands of the people, a majority are permitted, and for a long period continue, to rule, is not because they are most likely to be in the right, nor because this seems fairest to the minority, but because they are physically the strongest. But a government in which the majority rule in all cases cannot be based on justice, even as far as men understand it. Can there not be a government in which majorities do not virtually decide right and wrong, but conscience? — in which majorities decide only those questions to which the rule of expediency is applicable? Must the citizen ever for a moment, or in the least degree, resign his conscience to the legislator? Why has every man a conscience, then? I think that we should be men first, and subjects afterward."

Thoreau, Civil Disobedience.


The flying, the swooping and the fall, the front doors that lured us into cosy environs. He was gorgeous, laid out there in the Berlin of my youth, perfect; physically; handsome, beyond handsome, and in the random nature of those drunken nights, which in reality had begun so much earlier in the night, and we walked and walked, in search of the replay, trying to find that same doorway again, trying to find that apartment where surely I would be welcome, which I should never have left so blasely the next morning, after that superb night.

I knocked on the doors of people I had never met, surely it was this one, surely this, trying to explain in broken German who I was looking for, backing off embarrassed, but convinced, that behind one of these doors lay my future, my love, the answer to the emptiness which never went away. I would start by drinking some red liqueur which was popular in the city, kroust, I think it was pronounced, switch to beer, back to the red. I would search all the same bars; and found his car in the street once; and wrote a hello; saying which bar I was in. It was all hopeless and the money ran out; and when they got used to seeing me drunk every day the drinks that used to appear magically before me from all those eternal, faceless admirers, dried up and once more we were flying over the remote mountains of Iran and Afghanistan, peering down looking for signs of village life, other peoples lives, any life but mine.

The house, the warmth, the welcoming mat that I thought was Henry's was a chimera of the worst kind. I followed his shambolic, no doubt unregistered car, down the dirt tracks, deeper and deeper into the forest I had always feared. We pulled up at his neighbours, the only other people living in here, a big burly Aussie bloke working in his shed, and if this was his house it wasn't too bad; though he had emphasised the simple nature of his lodgings. But no, this wasn't it; this was just the neighbours; and from here we had to embark on foot. I was grandly told I would be sleeping in a caravan in the main house paddock, but first we should go to his place. And we walked and we walked, along a narrow barely marked track. We crossed a creek, where he proudly pointed out his rain forest plantings, the same ones I had heard about for years. They just looked like trees to me; green like everything else in this bloody place, as my exhaustion increased.

I could feel, now, the isolation of this shrieking place all around, the infinite, hallucinatory sound of the cicadas caught high in the eucalyptus; and we walked yet further until finally there was a roof in the distance.

But the house was not really a house; it was only the shed of a mad old man in the bush; and the glowing woods and the veranda overlooking the valley were nothing at all. His shed, which remarkably had a phone and electricity, and in the last week a fridge as well, even though we were miles from anyone else; faced on to a wall of trees. Henry started talking about nature, but at this point I couldn't have cared less. This wasn't home, this was despair, this was the alcove under the highway ramparts, this was the stinking mattress hidden in the city's tunnels, this was the insanity all men faced when left alone.

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http://www.cbsnews.com/stories/2008/01/14/world/main3709829.shtml

(AP) Children in Kenya trooped through traffic jams back to class Monday as public schools reopened after a weeklong delay, a sign of returning normalcy that belies the deep political and ethnic tensions unleashed after a disputed presidential vote.

The official death toll from the country's post-election violence rose to at least 612 as more bodies were found.

In Nairobi, Kenya's two rival political parties braced for a showdown in parliament, which opens Tuesday to decide who becomes speaker of the East African country's national assembly.

Rachel Arungah, who chairs a special government committee set up to coordinate aid, said at least 612 people have died in the crisis so far. The latest count - up from 575 - was based on bodies found at mortuaries, homes and other places previously too dangerous to reach.

Arungah said the number of people displaced had decreased from 250,000 to around 200,000 as people moved in with relatives or returned home.

Since last week's conflict, primary and secondary school grounds in rural areas have been used as sites for displaced people, while others were vandalized or burned down by rioting youth. On Monday, some remained closed, but figures on how many or what percentage of students showed up nationwide were unavailable.

Saturday, 12 January 2008

Wistful At An Early Age




"Sometimes it was as if his beauty created an invisible barrier between himself and the rest of the world, a window through which every admiring glance was somehow magnified, and viewed with a mixture of of gratitude and suspicion. Was it just his imagination, or did people look at him as if they were expecting to hate him, as if they were somehow torn between marvelling at his looks and resenting his good fortune at having been blessed with more than his fair share of them? And even when they were throwing themselves at him, was it him they really wanted, or just a taste of what it would be like to possess such rare physical gifts, preferably for a few hours and without sparing a thought for the person behind the perfectly formed image? It wasn't even as if he could rely on his looks for ever. He might only have been 23, but there were times when he feared that his days of being desired were rapidly running out."
Paul Burston.

I was the son of a pilot. Flying overhead, shrinking into seats, gazing silently out of windows, it was all part and parcel. Looking longingly down on remote, secret valleys no one could possibly find by foot, without roads, only donkey access, or in more recent cases, landing on remote Australian land strips, finding houses where we could live safely and unterrorised for the rest of our days. These places, other people's comfortable lives, the swooping of entry, outside eyes, this sort of remote but accessible comfort was what I had expected to find at Henry's.

When he told me of his house, I could see it glowing with all the polished rainforest woods of the area, the veranda on the side of the hill, the hippies up the road grinding their own bread and the perfect valley spread out below. So that it was impossible to imagine why the rest of the world didn't want to be here. There wasn't much room, he had warned me, so I imagined I would have to sleep on this very same veranda, and wake up to watch the mist clearing from the thick, rich green grass into the vivid greens of the lilli pillis. For a start, I got the location completely wrong. It wasn't 20 minutes out of Lismore at all; but what seemed like hours away, down towards Grafton.

I followed him and followed him; on that Casino Grafton road, notable for how flat and straight the road was; and how little was on it. Once past the first couple of settlements, imagine living there, my God you'd die of boredom, we drove and drove. Reluctant to let go of preconceptions, my spirits remained high. We'd become alone, as the years passed, but there was always company; and Henry was certainly that. Finally, 80 ks from the last signs of habitation, we pulled off the road, into that great brooding silence with nothing but the screech of the cicadas and the freakish gloom of the enveloping trees. There was no sign to mark the turnoff from the main highway; no sign of the friendly hippies up the road; indeed no sign of anything but the forest I had always driven through as fast as possible; afraid, if I stopped, that some forest evil would attack, and not just physically.

You couldn't come back from these sorts of landscapes. The evil that lived in them was unrelenting; unforgiving, cruel by it's very nature. This was a place I never even stopped for a quick piss by the side of the road, for fear of what would happen. And here I was, threading down the path, following Henry's clapped out car. At least it would be good to get to the house, I had assumed, even though he had warned me that the accommodation was basic.

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I met Edmund Hillary's son once, on that ancient sadhu trek in the beautiful mountains north of Risshikesh; and there were intense conversations in that remote place; as we appeared equally delighted to meet someone who spoke English.

http://www.nzherald.co.nz/section/1/story.cfm?c_id=1&objectid=10486546

A mighty mountain of a man

It is a long-held mountaineering axiom that when you reach the summit you are only halfway there. Sir Edmund Percival Hillary, KBE, ONZ, KG, climber, humanitarian and national icon, reached the summit of Mt Everest on May 29, 1953, and spent the remainder of a remarkable life completing the climb.

As his biographer, Alexa Johnston, wrote, the 15 minutes that Hillary spent on the roof of the world became the defining moment of his life. He would never escape the effects of that particular dream coming true. Nor would he try to.

Hillary, with the understatement that marked his life and his greatness, would be the first to suggest he owed that moment to being in the right place at the right time.

He was never a technical mountaineer. His forte was formidable strength, energy, stamina and determination. His skills lay in forcing a route through snow and ice, skills forged mainly over a handful of years in the Mt Cook region on holidays snatched between the commitments of harvesting honey and often, of necessity, with a mountain guide as a climbing partner.


http://www.smh.com.au/news/world/the-first-man-on-everest-has-died-at-88/2008/01/11/1199988590405.html

Tributes flow for Edmund Hillary

John Henzell in Christchurch
January 12, 2008

ON A quiet and bitterly cold night in July 2003 Sir Edmund Hillary attended his own wake with a group of other climbers in the place where his mountaineering dream began.

The former New Zealand Alpine Club president Dave Bamford said the climbers knew Hillary's passing would become a global event, as it did yesterday after he died in Auckland City Hospital, aged 88. So they decided to hold their own remembrance ahead of time for the man who, with Tenzing Norgay, was the first to conquer Everest in 1953.

And if they were going to speak about Hillary's achievements, it seemed only fair that "the old bugger" was there to hear it. "Ed was quite matter-of-fact about it. He was very pragmatic."

Every mountaineering function involving Hillary in the past few years had been "one to savour and enjoy" rather than waiting for a respectful and crowded wake.

"Then it will be New Zealand and the world remembering

Ed, rather than a group of mountaineers who have a long history of time in the back country with him," Mr Bamford said.

And so it was yesterday. New Zealand's Prime Minister, Helen Clark, called Hillary "a quintessential Kiwi".

"Sir Ed described himself as an average New Zealander with modest abilities," Miss Clark said. "In reality, he was a colossus. He was a heroic figure who not only 'knocked off' Everest but lived a life of determination, humility, and generosity. He is the best-known New Zealander ever to have lived."

Thursday, 10 January 2008

We Knew Before Anyone



"Many in the West are polite and good people. The American media are inciting them against Muslims, but some of these good people are demonstrating against the American attacks because human nature is against cruelty and injustice... All my wives are Arabs...the kind of life I have chosen is ultimately not for personal gain."
Osama Bin Laden

We knew before anyone else but his inner cicrcle that the Prime Minister had lost the plot. The frantic whistle stops through shopping malls, touching a thousand hands, shaking, shaking, good to meet you, good to meet you, nice to meet you; had, this time around, an ethereal, distant air. He failed to connect with anybody or anything. The rock star status he had once had, much to the astonishment of the Howard haters, had disappeared. If anybody tried to tell him there were problems, he would barely listen, in his half deaf manner, before cutting his critic short: "Other people tell me different". And walk on. None of it touched him; nothing filtered through. These were the people he was suposed to represent; and he had lost them. He had forgotten the very source of his power.

We would land, in those long lost days, on the properties which had grown up on the flood plains. Water was all important and the politicians never listened. The ancient river meandered in elaborate curls across the flood plains, marked by the line of green beside the river channel. In the wet there was water as far as the eye could see; but in the dry, which was most of the time now, the plains were little better than desert. That anyone could eke a living out of this hostile environment was incredible, yet they did. And to me, urban to the core and sleazy from past and present addictions as we flew from one remote settlement to another, there was a cosiness and truth in the rambling houses; those magnificently large homes built by the squattocracy and the wealth that had come even to here; the last wave the sheep boom of the 1950s.

And then there was John Howard, who we had all hoped would lead us to the prommised land; a conservative in a fundamentally left wing country - a reaction, perhaps, to its convict heritage - and he was going to slap the country back into shape after all those excesses of the left; and in the end that was what made his betrayal even deeper. Small business thought he was on their side; and he wrapped them up in paperwork and the GST like never before. Separated dads thought he was on their side; and instead the populace was bombarded with domestic violence hysteria promoting the myth of the violent male; and the Family Court and the Child Support Agency and all the rest of the parasites remained as dysfunctional and dishonest as ever they were. The people who thought, like all good conservatives, that you should stand on your own two feet and a government's role was only to help you do that; they too were betrayed as welfare spread ever deeper into the middle classes. He bought himself out of trouble and spent and spent and spent. You now have to have an income of more than $100,000 before you escape the clutches of Centrelink.

And the festering bureacracy spread and spread. The world, the government, he created was a lawyer's picnic. A complete charade. Most of all, the true believers are left gasping for something to believe in; and it's all gone. And Howard will get a pension of something like $350,000 a year, seven times the average wage, for doing nothing but having been the Prime Minister. And all those excesses, the grotesquely high salaries of our hopeless judiciary, the ridiculously high and utterly unjustifiable wages of senior bureaucrats; it's all got worse. And once, we were naive enough to believe. And now; we have been betrayed at our core and can only look in other directions for the meaning and comfort we so desperately need.

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EXTRACTS FROM PAMELA WILLIAMS series of articles in the Australian Financial Review:

Australian Financial Review

MON 15 OCT 2007.


A tough competitor to the bitter end - ELECTION 2007


By: Pamela Williams



The Prime Minister is the ultimate aspirational - he has spent much of
his political life either fighting to get the top job, or to hang on
to it, writes Pamela Williams, national correspondent.

In the casino of Australian politics John Howard is an obsessive
player. If it takes another poker hand, one more throw of the dice, or
a last spin of the bottle, the gambler is there. Addicted to the game,
the Prime Minister never folds his cards.
Through 33 years as a politician, Howard has bet on himself. Others
may have thought he lacked the nerve, but Howard has seen off many a
high-stakes player. Now he has placed his biggest wager since taking
the leadership of the Liberal Party in January 1995.

Whether it is finally one bet too many will be known on election day.

Howard thought carefully about his legacy last year when he briefly
considered quitting and handing over - Tony Blair-style - to Treasurer
Peter Costello. But it was a short flirtation and he has now bet both
the government and his own place in history on himself. His brief loss
of nerve last month when he asked cabinet members if they thought his
time was up was a mirage. Thirsty men and women, they turned towards
the oasis, but just as suddenly it vanished as Howard pleaded with
voters to give him one more turn.

...

Had he quit last year, Howard would have gone out a champion, much as
the great sports stars he so admires. If he wins this time, there will
be absolute jubilation in the Liberal ranks, but the victory will be
shaded by the notion that Howard never knows when to let go - and
fears that the next three years will be jinxed by Howard taunting
Costello, while toying with his own desire to go on for ever. If he
loses, Howard risks being pilloried for squandering the goodwill and
the loyalty, for never resisting the urge to play one more hand and
robbing the government of a chance for generational change.
...

Australian Financial Review
MON 26 NOV 2007.

Costello clocks off as Howard's flaws are exposed

By: Pamela Williams National correspondent

He told Howard of his decision not to
stand during a phone conversation on election night.
This spectacular finale to the decade-long contest between the two men
leaves the Liberal Party wounded to the core and removes Costello as a
juicy target for a resurgent Labor Party in government.

It was almost 9 o'clock on election night before Costello knew
officially what had been an open secret at Liberal campaign
headquarters for more than a week: the government of John Howard was
dead. With it died more than a decade of Costello's hopes to lead the
nation, lost in karmic retribution against a government that paid the
ultimate price for not listening to the electorate.

The Liberal prime ministerial transition plan - Howard's sleight of
hand to cling to power himself - was dead, too. It was a preposterous
plan designed by Howard to hold onto the leadership in the face of a
recommendation from most of his cabinet that it was time to go.

...

For Howard, who would risk anything to cling to power, the massive
election defeat should have come as no surprise. Lying in a drawer
somewhere was the secret Liberal Party dossier that almost a year ago
predicted the Prime Minister's demise, warning that the nation had
stopped listening to him.

The dossier, developed shortly after Rudd became opposition leader on
December 4 last year, showed voters had a string of grievances against
the government over broken promises and dishonesty and against Howard
in particular; voters had gravitated straight to the
pleasant-mannered, unthreatening Rudd. The government was seen as
arrogant and out of touch. There was an urgent need to reinvigorate
the Liberal team.
Howard was very quickly made aware of internal Liberal polling showing
a sharp fall for the government. This was no honeymoon season for
Rudd. This was the real thing. The secret document, prepared by
Liberal pollster Mark Textor, spelled doom for the government with
Howard at its head.
But Howard took the expedient course of a man obsessed with power and
personal conviction. He ignored all warnings...

The public polls that dogged Howard's steps for the next year after
Rudd's elevation to the Labor leadership, told Howard the same thing
his own pollster had told him: that it was time to go.

....
As Costello finally left the hall, flanked by a crush of fans,
security and media, he heard over his shoulder Howard's voice. He
turned back, pushing to the front of the hall with his family again
where they stood as a group, watching Howard's speech of concession.
Costello kept a smile on his face, while the man who he had already
told some time before that he would not stand as leader, declared that
the future of the party lay with Peter Costello.

...

Inside the Liberal campaign headquarters the Prime Minister's
inability to stick to the message - promoting the economic story and
bashing Labor over union connections - was bringing everyone down... Instead of sticking to the message on the economy, Howard decided to
give the media a lesson on how a leadership succession would occur.
"The incumbent leader goes to the meeting and says, 'I have decided to
resign' and then you know I make a little speech about various things
and thank the party for its support, understanding and loyalty and
then I say, 'Now we have a vacancy for the leadership'."
Those listening in Melbourne cringed. Crumpled paper was thrown. Worst
of all, it was another lost chance to push the message. Instead Howard
was back on his own theme, talking about himself.

...

After rates went up, Howard simply lost the plot, first saying sorry
to voters and then prolonging the agony the next day with a spurious
argument about whether saying sorry was an apology or a sorry.
Standing beside Howard, Costello, grim-faced, looked to be a man ready
to fasten his hands around the prime ministerial throat.

The worst day of the campaign, when things really went south, was the
day the entire message went to hell in a hand basket: the Liberal
campaign launch in Brisbane. Howard's rambling speech veered all over
the place. His spending, apparently pruned back by Costello, still
spiked up. There had been a campaign strategy drawn up for the speech,
but Howard decided to do his own speech - and focus on himself.
The speech blew out to double the time and culminated with a ramble on
why Howard wanted to continue as Prime Minister: "Let me tell you why
I want to be Prime Minister," he went on. "Let me tell you about my
hopes and dreams . . ." Twenty minutes later, he gave Costello a
tribute. Yet this was the man Howard was supposed to be pushing as the
next prime minister. It all had a tacky, stale feel to it. Howard's
strategy to spend, spend, spend, cut right across the campaign message
- a point Kevin Rudd leveraged to acclaim days later. Television
coverage of the Liberal campaign focused on Howard's pitch for himself
to remain as Prime Minister.
It could not have been more damaging.

Behind the scenes, Howard was said to take more account of the advice
of his wife Janette, his former chief of staff Grahame Morris, and his
friend, the former adman and now climate change campaigner Geoffrey
Cousins, than he did of the professionals at campaign headquarters.

For at least part of the campaign Howard was said to be reading
"Dickie's media briefing notes", as one disillusioned campaign adviser
described a media summary he claimed was often sent to Howard
overnight by his son Richard in the United States - where he had the
benefit of the time difference to read and assemble news from the
Australian newspaper websites. "It's almost Captain Wacky in reverse,"
muttered another adviser.

By the end of the campaign, senior strategists inside campaign
headquarters urged Liberal state directors to resist any pressure from
Howard's office to put his photograph on the party's how to vote
cards.

The ugly last-minute racist shenanigans in the seat of Lindsay were
perhaps the last defining imagery of Howard's era. Brochures intended
to provoke racism in the electorate were designed by the husbands of
Howard pet Jackie Kelly, who was quitting, and her successor, Karen
Chijoff. In what seemed a breakthrough for men's rights, both women
claimed to know nothing of their husband's activities.




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Australian Financial Review
FRI 30 NOV 2007, Page 1



It's my party: the day John Howard refused to go

By: Pamela Williams

The PM's ministers begged him to step down. But, as national
correspondent Pamela Williams reveals, his response was a
Machiavellian plot to cling to power.

The windows of Alexander Downer's suite at the cushy Quay Grand hotel
framed the Sydney Harbour Bridge. The tinkle of ice suggested a
cocktail party in full swing. Just across the water was the ultimate
political trophy, the prime minister's residence at Kirribilli.
Sydney was abuzz. It was Thursday evening, September 6, and
international leaders, great and small, were gathering for the APEC
summit. For those present, Downer's little gathering would make
history too, because it was here at the Quay Grand that some of the
most senior members of John Howard's government assembled to ponder
the future of their ageing and increasingly unpopular leader.
After hours of debate they agreed on a plan. But what they saw as its
strength, the Machiavellian Howard would quickly exploit as its
weakness.
Never mind that Howard had asked for this meeting. Within days he
would reject them completely, clinging to the leadership and, as they
feared, leading them to humiliating electoral defeat last weekend.
Distilled from the knowledge that disunity is death, his ministers'
strategy was to ask Howard to do the right thing by the party that had
given him absolute loyalty since he was elected leader in 1995. They
could not confront him, but they would ask Howard to stand aside and
hand over to his deputy, Peter Costello, both for the sake of the
party and Howard's own legacy.
But Howard would outfox them all.
...

On Wednesday, September 12, Howard recorded an interview with the
ABC's Kerry O'Brien. It would be a desperate plea to stay in power and
it would be the first that his party room had heard of his definitive
promise to retire in the next term if he won the election. It was a
preposterous promise. Howard, with a beseeching look, said he would
seek re-election and would then retire after a period, and hand over
to Peter Costello.
It was the Liberal Party's kamikaze moment.


Australian Financial Review
TUE 11 DEC 2007, Page 1



A right royal mess: how Howard led Libs into chaos


By: Pamela Williams


His rule of the Liberal Party was absolute, writes national
correspondent Pamela Williams. Now it must repair its internal
structures and restore its battered finances.

From the prime ministerial suite in the white-angled splendour of
Parliament House, and from the gabled elegance of Kirribilli House in
Sydney, John Howard ran both the country and the Liberal Party.
It was an unrivalled grip on power. By the time of the 2007 election
campaign, Howard, his wife Janette and a tiny coterie of close family
and friends were nicknamed the "Royal Family" by some Liberal insiders
due to their influence over party and over campaign matters both large
and small.
Now, as the family leaves behind the prestige of Kirribilli and
Howard's shattered aura of invincible power, his role in sidelining
the Liberal organisation is also coming under the spotlight.
Like a house of cards, everything has collapsed, leaving the party
structurally and financially vulnerable.
The Liberals' fortunes are teetering, caught between massive campaign
spending costs and seriously reduced fund-raising.
The situation is so fraught that one insider told The Australian
Financial Review the party was "unviable".
So much had been spent on the campaign that staff at the federal
directorate faced a slash and burn, he said, before adding a
devastating assessment of the organisation John Howard professed to
love: "The party's broke. They're smashed up. And it's mayhem."

...

Over the years as Howard became the party's supreme commander, many of
the old practices broke down. The federal executive, once playing a
commanding role itself, was sidelined and largely ignored by Howard.
The federal election campaign, with Howard controlling the strategy,
was a revelation of the steady deterioration of the party organisation
over a long period of time. One insider said yesterday there had been
at best only one federal executive meeting in the past year.
"Increasingly this all became a Howard operation, with his small
coterie," said a party-machine man yesterday. "As a consequence, the
organisation was marginalised and the competitive tension between the
organisation and the parliamentary party was lost. There was no
counterbalance."

...



Howard's wife and closest confidant, Janette, had become so entrenched
in the campaign structure that few dared to challenge her opinions.
Her views were imposed in even minor matters such as lighting and the
colours in advertising brochures. One bitter campaign worker said last
week: "While the ALP was running a professional campaign, the Liberals
were doing Homebake."

In the end, Howard's old modus operandi ran out of steam too. Spending
his way back to power had been the hallmark of every election for this
veteran politician. But suddenly, spending was out of fashion. Former
treasurer and longtime leadership aspirant Peter Costello had tried
his best to tie up the money with a massive tax cut strategy, working
on the basic assumption that if you cut tax, you can't spend it.
But Howard then wanted a massive health policy on top of the tax cuts.
He planned to spend billions of dollars taking over district hospitals
across the country.
Costello fought and fought. Finally, with the coup of Rudd's tactical
announcement that big spending was out, and health minister Tony
Abbott's personal campaign implosion, Costello won.
He pared back Howard's plans for even more generous child-care
rebates. It was a constant war between the treasurer and the big
spenders led by Howard, the prime minister who believed that
ultimately only he could draw the ace. But in the end, Howard's
strength was proved ephemeral. The man who misplayed the electorate so
badly did not even have the membership ticket to vote for a new party
leader. The man who believed he could hold the vote around the whole
country could not even hold his own seat. And when he fell, he took
the party with him.


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Australian Financial Review, Edition 1
FRI 21 DEC 2007, Page 29



Fall of the liberal empire


By: Pamela Williams National correspondent


There was more than one attempt to cut down an intransigent John
Howard before the great election loss that has left a divided Liberal
Party struggling to find a path out of oblivion.

The Prime Ministerial Boeing 737 is known in the RAAF as Air Force
One. It is the ultimate symbol of life at the top, with its privacy,
its pilots and crew, its club lounge chairs, beds, and its $10,000 an
hour running cost. Here in this exclusive sanctum John Howard really
knew he was boss.
It was here too that Howard ran up travel bills estimated at more than
$10 million over 11 years just flying back and forth from Canberra to
Kirribilli, the Sydney residence where no previous prime minister had
lived, but which Howard chose to make his home. And just as he
eschewed The Lodge in Canberra, Howard eschewed the cheaper Challenger
aircraft that was intended for the Prime Minister's domestic use. The
Howards liked the status of the big Boeing. They became accustomed to
first class.
Back in 1996 the perks of power were anathema to John Howard. He was
carried to government on the shoulders of a party bereft and out of
office for 13 years. Back then, Howard listened to everyone in his
party organisation as they mapped strategies, first for a leadership
tilt and then for a prime ministerial run. For Howard, no advice was
too small. But that was then.


Andrew Robb is a man who knows both John Howards well - the humble
supplicant of 1996 and the hubristic jet-setter of 2007. Today Robb is
a federal Liberal MP himself and has been given the Herculean task of
overseeing the rebuilding of the devastated Liberal Party organisation
and its finances, which withered away during Howard's reign.

...

The role of Howard's wife,
Janette, in the election campaign has played into the story, becoming
a sore point with senior parliamentary members as well as with members
of the federal executive and the campaign professionals.

It was Howard himself who revealed his wife's role in his
decision-making to the public, declaring that he had consulted his
family in his decision to reject the request of his cabinet members to
go quietly. Downer has privately denied that Janette Howard's rage at
the cabinet was a factor in Howard's decision to stay. Nevertheless,
the talk continues in some Liberal circles that Janette Howard turned
on Downer too as the bearer of bad news, asking, "How could you do
this to our family?". In the end only Downer knows the truth, but the
fact it has become a topic of discussion shows how controversial the
role of the prime minister's family eventually became.


Howard had been one of the luckiest prime ministers in history. From
the landslide win of 1996 against Keating through to the tactics of
Tampa, when he literally scared people into voting for him, Howard had
the country in his hand. Finally he betrayed that trust, introducing
Work Choices, the hardline industrial relations policy that had not
been flagged to the electorate. It was the moment when Howard finally
forgot how he had succeeded in the first place - by listening and by
asking voters to reject the arrogance of the other side.

...

Business has flocked to Labor, naturally
following the government of the day. The Liberals must start again
from the bottom. Fewer and fewer major companies are giving to the
Liberals, and in states such as NSW, the ALP has become the natural
party of choice for big property developers. The Liberals have little
hope of making serious inroads here.

...

In just over a decade the Liberals have gone from feather duster to
feather duster. From the party high point when the federal president,
treasurer and director had the clout and respect to give Downer the
last rites for the sake of the party, to the low point of 2007, when
no-one even thought to contact federal director Loughnane to advise
him that Howard had asked his cabinet members if he should stand
aside. Senior ministers say Loughnane found out the same way most
others did, by phoning around to ask what was going on after the
rumour mill started churning.
It was a classic example of the degradation of the party: the leader
mortally wounded and at loggerheads with his cabinet over his future,
and an election coming up...

Loughnane struggled to pull back the strategy from the Howard family,
according to insiders, trying to get Howard to attend meetings without
his wife and key adviser. The problem for the campaign team was that
once Janette Howard took a decision, no-one dared to oppose her.
Moreover, the role of Howard's son Richard, based in the US and
providing his father with a media strategy, ultimately made him the
honorary deputy strategist to his mother.
It was chaos for the professional campaign staff. If the campaign put
out a brochure that Howard did not like, he would distance himself.
The threat of this hung in the air, sapping the campaign of passion
and immediacy. No one would say "shove it up your jumper" to Howard.
Everything had started to crack open the year before. The introduction
of Work Choices, in the face of a broad understanding in the
electorate that this was not going to happen, set off alarm bells
among party hard-heads and professionals. But there was nothing anyone
could do. With the imbalance between the organisation and the
parliamentary wings, there was no substantive discussion in the
broader party, no briefing first of the federal executive; there was
no robust discussion, no testing in the market, and virtually no
research. Here was proof positive that power had gone to Howard's
head.
For Howard himself, the end was tumultuous. He had achieved all his
great dreams, he had travelled the world, lived in the perfect house
on Sydney Harbour, presided over APEC with Russia's Vladimir Putin on
one arm and US President George Bush on the other. Janette Howard,
too, had enjoyed the spoils of office, planning and preparing for a
year for the star-dusted APEC moments, designing the outfits,
orchestrating the menus. For all the world they appeared to be the
glamorous hosts. Watching them through the APEC prism, it would be
hard to believe either seriously entertained the thought of giving it
all away before this grand finale.
Howard was on borrowed time.
Liberal Party polling showed he was no longer trusted, that the
electorate was no longer listening to him. Public polling showed the
same thing. Party research showed that Work Choices was the last
straw. All this must have seemed trivial against the glitter of world
leaders, the intimate barbecues with the Bush family and the revving
jets as Air Force One took off smoothly for Kirribilli.
Howard promised the nation one last time that if they favoured him
with a repeat performance, then he would go. But the public had worked
out that John Howard would never stand down. And that his party would
never force him out. They did not believe him.

In order to finally put a stake through the heart of Lazarus with a
triple bypass, the electorate took on the job itself. They would vote
him out, and not just out of office, but out of his seat as well.

Wednesday, 9 January 2008

Henry



Source: ABC.

Work is the curse of the drinking classes.
- Oscar Wilde

Henry used to work for the Australian Cotton Foundation; their industry body; as a public relations expert come policy officer. As a greenie before it was fashionable to be green he cut an unlikely figure amongst ultra conservative farmers; lathering on about the economics of progressive environmental policies. The cotton industry had a filthy reputation as a guzzler of water in a dry continent and had become a focus for environmental disputation. They were an easy target.

The farming families, decades ago now, had taken the government at its words and when officers came knocking on their doors offering them water licenses at next to nothing per year as long as they developed their properties; that's what they did. Mini-empires had been built on the back of the licenses so readily given; and as far as they were concerned their job, their empire building, was a noble cause. The properties had expanded; the outhouses increased in number; the expensive equipment, half a million dollars for some of the huge tractors, littered their properties.

Some of the ultra-conservative Christian families from the US moved out here and established their significant holdings; and the Australians, seeing dollar signs and prosperity under the normally harsh sun, learnt quickly and followed suit.

And then along came Henry, with his funny square face and his piercing blue eyes and his bombastic love of the left; with his streams of vitriol at the conservatives and a love of a good time. How easy it was, in those wonderful days; when everything left was good and everything right was bad; and of course we all wanted to align ourselves with the progressive. Expressing doubt about the mantra could get you labeled a fascist, so instead, if we dared to dwell on why the pack mentality of the left had served us workers so poorly, we kept those thoughts to ourselves.

Even now, as the cult like aspects of the global warming or the domestic violence mantras so beautifully illustrate, there is no room for independent thought amongst the tribal paths of the dispossessed. A man was killed a few months back while watering his front lawn; because some bloke, living in public housing down the road, accosted him and accused him of wasting water. There has become no bigger crime.

Meanwhile, it's flooding everywhere after torrential rains and our utterly totally and completely incompetent Labor government, headed by the hapless Morris Iemma, continues to peddle belief systems which serve us all very poorly indeed.

THE BIGGER STORY:

Personally I'm fascinated by Obama and think Hilary would be a dreadful president; but I've been wrong before.

(CNN) -- With the Iowa caucuses and the New Hampshire primaries now history, the Democratic and Republican presidential races are still wide-open contests that will force candidates to continue to battle over the next four weeks.

John McCain arrives at a rally Wednesday in Grand Rapids, Michigan, after his win in New Hampshire.

Sens. Hillary Clinton and John McCain, the big winners in the New Hampshire primary, and the rest of the candidates did not rest on their laurels Wednesday as they began looking ahead to the next primary contests in Michigan, Nevada and South Carolina.

Clinton's two percentage-point win over Sen. Barack Obama in the Granite State's Democratic primary, after she came in third in the Iowa caucuses, had supporters chanting "comeback kid" when she took the stage to claim victory Tuesday night.

With 96 percent of the precincts counted, Clinton beat Obama 39 percent to 37 percent, a surprise win as polling going into the night had Obama leading the New York senator by 9 percentage points. John Edwards come in a distant third at 17 percent.