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This is the last goodbye, the song by Jim Buckley, from the album Grace, kept playing through his head; an eternal loop. It was Sexy Night at the Lakeside Hotel, and girls in tight bikinis wandered through the clusters of working class men, and he would remain an outcast. Always passing through. If there was anything to be said, he wasn't saying it, and they weren't asking. "You're not gay?" someone asked; and the red rain kept falling down. Wind whipped across the Illawara, and a great fragment of life, of time, drifted away as the gums churned with each new gust.
"They're very beautiful trees, gums," he commented to a pleasant enough old soak in the corner.
"I like the apple gums," he said.
"They're not gums, they're angophoras," he said. "You mean the ones that curl around a lot?"
Yes.
"They're coastal angophoras. There's desert ones as well, big. Beautiful trees."
They contemplated this for a moment, as the wind whipped up the trees behind them.
"You a little depressed?" the man asked.
"A little," he said. "Nothing. I didn't expect to be here. I'm doing stuff I've never done before."
Men gathered for a smoke on the verandah several of them man mountains.
They all knew each other.
He didn't know anyone.
The day crawled into evening and he took a thousand steps home, counting the rhythm inside his brain, everything at odds.
Played The Last Goodbye and slept.
There was no way out; he got up and went again.
THE BIGGER STORY:
International police body Interpol has issued its highest level wanted persons notice on behalf of Kenyan authorities for Briton Samantha Lewthwaite, known as the 'white widow'.
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