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Wednesday, 16 December 2009

New Dawns in The Fabric of Things

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Funeral Blues

Stop all the clocks, cut off the telephone,
Prevent the dog from barking with a juicy bone,
Silence the pianos and with muffled drum
Bring out the coffin, let the mourners come.

Let aeroplanes circle moaning overhead
Scribbling on the sky the message He Is Dead,
Put crepe bows round the white necks of the public doves,
Let the traffic policemen wear black cotton gloves.

He was my North, my South, my East and West,
My working week and my Sunday rest,
My noon, my midnight, my talk, my song;
I thought that love would last forever: I was wrong.

The stars are not wanted now; put out every one;
Pack up the moon and dismantle the sun:
Pour away the ocean and sweep up the wood;
For nothing now can ever come to any good.

By W H Auden




If there was anything to be had, anything at all, we would have mustered courage and faced the day. He had been promised everything. He thought he would never die. He thought the magic kingdom would be his and there would be reprieve from the fate of mortals; his fading eyesight was not a sign of age, his lumping body still desired. These were the deepest, most misguided of fantasies. We were crooked, twisted over in hope, looking up at the sky, grimacing at the awkward angle of our bodies, as the light shone between the trees, children played in the forest glens nearby; and all was not lost, not here, not for you.

Such naivety was simply odd in some so battered by life; misfortune; injustice, someone who had made his own life so unbearable it justified almost any behaviour; any excuse to escape the torment. It was a cruel, dark time. Everything became dismembered. The fabric of things was no longer malignant, but even so he could feel his stomach swirling in despair, tightening and dismembering each shallow smile; clawing his way out of the abyss. It had seemed so noble, this struggle to survive. You are only as happy as you make up your mind to be, Abraham Lincoln had famously said, but all of his purpose, his reason for being, was bound up simply in surviving the daily torments. There was no rationality; and no easy escape.

He was trying to reorganise things. There were moments of hope, as he sat listening to the tales of others, but in reality it was pointless. He had created a dark, familiar fantasy and was comfortable to live in the enveloping glue, the daily grind, the misery with which he placed one step in front of the other. Each day became a Mount Everest, to be borne as best it could, each step a hero's journey, each frothing moment something to be endured. He smiled, hoping for some human recognition, but the daisy weights which held him to the surface, the passing of time which allowed him to prosper, it wasn't what he had asked for.

In flinging himself off the cliff, he had made no provision for a return, much less survival. He hadn't expected to live this long. There had been no plans. It was all very well to fight against the hypocritical bastardy which surrounded him, but oh, oh, it wasn't worth it; there couldn't be a solution without a precisely defined problem. And who could define this missing miasma, this vague space, call it conglomeration if you will, which was meant to represent a human; a full blown individual. There was no such thing. He was the victim of a shark attack. He was falling from a plane, the bodies falling through the air as if from a Saul Bellow novel, replete with life stories and intellect.

But when they landed the truth was revealed; lumpen, leaden, malformed weights. The children played outside; but in here he simply tried to understand the terrible things which had happened. Ripped asunder, ripped from his own life, his daily purpose and message from beyond, all of it was hard to understand, or even decipher. And then finally all the angst just splashed into foam and he was completely free, completely at peace. It had all been for nought. The liquid ecstasy which had been each waking day overwhelmed him. The sun glinted off the water. A pretty girl carrying red hibiscus handed one to a stranger, a girl on the corner kissing her boyfriend. The pair laughed; and the girl beamed as she practically skipped down the street. He turned the corner and the bay was set out below him. It was entirely different. It was an entirely new life.



THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.abc.net.au/news/stories/2009/12/17/2774855.htm?section=australia

Bushfires are wreaking havoc across New South Wales, with a number of large blazes menacing homes and destroying property.

The Rural Fire Service (RFS) says sheds, crops, cars and at least one house have been destroyed by a large fire at Gerogery, north of Albury, in the south of the state.

A large bushfire has also destroyed a house and sheds and forced the evacuation of some residents in Londonderry, in Sydney's north-west.

Fire crews say strong winds are making it hard to control the Gerogery blaze, which began at a tip near Walla about 1pm AEDT.

RFS spokeswoman, Marg Weyner, says the blaze is now heading towards the Benambra Range, putting other towns at risk.

"Mountain Creek, Table Top North, Mullengandra and Bowna, Wymah areas are likely to come under ember attack and property threat if we cannot contain that fire in the Benambra Range," she said.

"It's high country, it's got a lot of timber in it and we've really been concentrating our efforts on property protection in the townships and the locality around Gerogery West."

Part of the Olympic Highway has been closed because of the fire.

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/earth/copenhagen-climate-change-confe/6828035/Copenhagen-climate-conference-260-arrested-at-protests.html

Police in riot gear fired tear gas and used pepper spray to disperse more than 1,000 activists attempting to get into the Bella Centre where the crucial talks are going on. At the same time indigenous people’s groups and non-governmental organisations (NGOs) carried out a colourful protest inside the conference.

The protests brought the conference to a standstill and Gordon Brown, the Prime Minister, was prevented from leaving for important meetings in the town centre.

Activists admitted the aim of the protest was to penetrate the UN Climate Change Conference for a “people’s assembly” but were pushed back by hundreds of police with dogs. More than 250 people were arrested.

Kevin Smith, a Climate Camp activist from England, compared the actions of the police to G20 protests in London. “There was pushing and the police started hitting people indiscriminately with batons. I got hit a couple of times,” he said. “I also saw people with streaming eyes and noses from pepper spray which can be excruciatingly painful.”

Dorothy Guerrero, from the Philippines, was with a group of indigenous people’s groups and NGOs who tried to join the protests happening outside. “I saw people fall to the ground and they were hit by batons,” she said.

The “Reclaim Power” protest was organised by Climate Justice Action, a coalition of groups from around the world. It follows a 40,000-strong protest at the weekend, where more than 1,000 people were arrested.

NGOs, civil society groups and charities, that represent millions of people in Britain, are increasingly angry that they are being left out of the climate change talks and there are expected to be more protests in the coming days.

Andy Atkins, Executive Director of Friends of the Earth, who joined a “sit-in” of more than 50 protesters after being barred from entering the centre, said it was an “affront to democracy”.



Trying Again

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Musee Des Beaux Arts

About suffering they were never wrong,
The Old Masters; how well, they understood
Its human position; how it takes place
While someone else is eating or opening a window or just walking dully along;
How, when the aged are reverently, passionately waiting
For the miraculous birth, there always must be
Children who did not specially want it to happen, skating
On a pond at the edge of the wood:
They never forgot
That even the dreadful martyrdom must run its course
Anyhow in a corner, some untidy spot
Where the dogs go on with their doggy life and the torturer’s horse
Scratches its innocent behind on a tree.
In Breughel’s Icarus, for instance: how everything turns away
Quite leisurely from the disaster; the ploughman may
Have heard the splash, the forsaken cry,
But for him it was not an important failure; the sun shone
As it had to on the white legs disappearing into the green
Water; and the expensive delicate ship that must have seen
Something amazing, a boy falling out of the sky,
had somewhere to get to and sailed calmly on.

W.H. Auden, 1940



Well so? The malignant glue had taken over completely; and nothing anyone could say or do made the slightest difference. He went through each agonising day without even a sense of irony for what seemed, in his grandiose abstractions, like climbing an everest of agony on a daily basis. Not a laugh, unless it was crazed. There were funny tableau's which always erupted in front of him. It was so terribly poignant, and so habitually addictive, he could not let go. It was crazed and it made no sense; but those days of crisis were a familiar blackness; as if he had been here all before. But this time he was shocked by the sheer brutality of the blackness; and scurried back on to the lapping shores; comfort.

Two Men and a Truck have pulled up outside; the sound of reverse indicator piercing the culdesac calm. Everything is different here. He doesn't hear the drunken squabbles at 4am; you ripped me off.... How long had it been; before he was dynamited out. Almost literally. With three of the ceilings collapsed, builders everywhere, nightly eroded; fighting desperately to save an impossible situation, undermined at every turn. What was it about him that made these people think they could so readily attack? Everything that was familiar was gone. We knew everybody; identities in the street. Welcomed like an old comrade at the Glengarry; if he ever dared to go; and feted as he walked, hello, hello.

Everyone knew him and the kids. The landscape became a part of the soul; gritty; looking either way to ensure you were not about to be robbed. The gentrification continued apace. But the mob on the block were doing their best to withstand the tides of progress. You look after her, you white c..., they shouted, dumping an utterly drunk Doris in front of the young police officer. I only ever drink to get drunk he declared, almost proudly. Well you've done a good job, the publican said. And the night was black and infinite and he could sense everything within a hundred kilometres; and the stars bloomed in the black sky and all was not lost; not here at the end of the adventure; at the end of one personality and the beginning of another.

He draped himself in the woes of others; even in their triumphs; but mostly in their woes. The tiny pink and blue coffins; the hushed church, the teary relatives; the mother and father and children all dead. At the hand of a gun. In one crazed moment. The woman had pulled the trigger; but somehow there was that feeling it could just as easily been the man. No one wanted to apportion blame. No one wanted to witch hunt; or speak ill of the dead. The family of the father made an ostentatious display to the family of the mother; signalling in death that there was no blame. That this terrible tragedy had struck out of the blue. And as a result of all that hard work; he was to be liberated.

It had been such a very long time. He had been a young man when it all began. And each time he rose up and the forces gathered; another entity ate him down. The froth of the landscape, the vivid colours of Sydney, the ant like nature of the inhabitants, the lifeless, conservative streets; the endless queues and traffic jams and tunnels filled with smoke; the tension between drivers; the fumes shimmering in the heat and the voices of malcontent droning on the radio; lock them up, lock them up, was their solution to everything, soft judges.

Each day things vanished into the sand. It's tourist season at one of the world's most famous beaches, Bondi, and the bodies coat the sand and the cafes are full; with little English. These languages, these intimacies, as they move closer together and swing their Euro trash perfect bodies; how far from where he had come was all this? In those early hours; walking alone in the untrusting mist, frightened by footsteps following him; frightened by the sickness he could feel all around; to here in these perfect places; the light playing across the water; everything at peace, everything whole. He would never know happiness again was now reversed; and the shadows no longer raced across the sand as he stared glumly down.





THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.abc.net.au/news/stories/2009/12/14/2771512.htm?section=justin

Prime Minister Kevin Rudd has stepped up his attack on the Federal Opposition over climate change policy, as he prepares to leave for the UN talks in Copenhagen.

The Opposition policy is expected to focus on measures such as energy efficiency and carbon sequestration technology.

Opposition Leader Tony Abbott calls it direct action but Mr Rudd says it is more like a case of direct regulation.

He says the Opposition's plan will be more expensive and less effective and engulf businesses in red tape.

"We have a clear cut, well-thought-through policy," Mr Rudd said.

"They are policy-making on the run. We have one which puts a cap on the amount of the amount of carbon pollution we produce. They have no cap.

"We have a clear compensation mechanism for families. They have none. Our system is fully funded. Theirs is a magic pudding."

Mr Rudd says the Opposition's plan to focus on measures like sequestering carbon in soil, better land management and more energy efficiency policies will end up costing more.

"What the Liberal Party needs to do is to take a calm, measured approach to developing mainstream policy for the future, including on climate change, rather than simply shooting from the hip, shooting from the lip and policy development on the run," he said.

But Mr Abbott has brushed aside the criticism.

"When our policy comes out before the Parliament sits again, people will see that there are much better ways to improve the environment and reduce emissions than Mr Rudd's great big tax," he said.

And he does not buy the Prime Minister's argument that the Opposition's plans will strangle businesses in red tape.

"Mr Rudd knows all about bureaucracy. What does Mr Rudd think his emissions trading scheme is?" Mr Abbott said.

"It's a great big tax to produce a massive political slush fund to provide enormous handouts to favoured groups that will be administered by a vast bureaucracy."

http://news.smh.com.au/breaking-news-national/time-running-out-for-climate-deal-rudd-20091214-krvf.html

Prime Minister Kevin Rudd has acknowledged time is running out for a global deal on climate change as he prepares to enter the fray in Copenhagen.

And he's unlikely to be welcomed with open arms after taking an early battering over Australia's handling of land use emissions, which have prompted cries of cheating from countries such as France.

Talks have hit a critical stage with just four days left to negotiate a global pact to reduce greenhouse gas emissions.

With the clock ticking and ructions continuing to flare between developed and developing nations, Mr Rudd has acknowledged the risk of failure remains.

"It's going to be tough to get an agreement by Friday," he told Sky News on Monday.

"There'll be plenty of predictions of total failure, emerging success, dashed dreams, dashed hopes ... we've got a lot of work ahead of us.

"I wish I had a crystal ball to tell you how it is going to turn out."

His comments come amid accusations of mass-scale accountancy fraud relating to agricultural and forestry emissions.

Government negotiators are pushing for complex rule changes in Copenhagen that will allow Australia to take credit for any cuts to emissions made through land use.

Along with other developed countries, they are arguing the planting of trees, advancement in agricultural practices and so on, should all count towards meeting emissions targets.

http://www.smh.com.au/environment/green-pot-of-carbon-gold-lures-politicians-20091213-kqim.html

IT WAS a candid remark in a private briefing. But the comments by an Australian climate negotiator in Copenhagen late last week gave some insight into where Labor intends to find a potentially ambitious cut in greenhouse gas emissions by 2020.

It will be in the same place that Liberal leader Tony Abbott is indicating he will go looking for his ''practical measures'' to solve climate change - and nowhere near the smokestacks of coal-fired power stations or greenhouse-intensive industries. It will be in the rolling back paddocks, grazing lands and grasslands of rural Australia, from Burke to Barcaldine, from Wubin to Wangaratta - a green pot of carbon gold.

It is hard to put a dollar value on the potential bonanza. Equally, it is hard to put an exact figure on the possible emissions reductions, but the predicted numbers are mind-boggling - enough, some say, to make Australia carbon neutral for the next three or four decades. And all that without having to impose a nasty tax, set up a complicated emissions trading scheme or clean up a single polluting pipe. It is a political win-win.

The climate change negotiator reportedly told a private briefing last week at the UN climate conference that Australia would be able to commit to a 25 per cent cut in greenhouse gas emissions by 2020 if proposed land-use rule changes pushed by developed countries are accepted as part of a new global climate deal.

The changes are highly contentious in Copenhagen, as developing nations recognise the potential for countries such as Canada, the US and Australia to offset industrial pollution against carbon sequestration in rural landscapes. Intuitively, it seems implausible that simple changes in how we manage agricultural land might return much carbon to our soils. It's hard to imagine that perennial pastures, reducing tillage and fertiliser use and improving fire management could be any match for the relentless 24/7 pollution billowing from coal-fired power stations and grid-locked freeways.

Yet, because we have hundreds of millions of hectares of land, very small increases in soil carbon could generate huge reductions in our net emissions.

Under the Kyoto Protocol, Australia has no incentive to take up these opportunities, because we don't have to account for most land-related emissions. And from the figures revealed today showing a 657 per cent jump in the numbers since 1990, it is obvious why Australia at present prefers not to account for them.

Australia has led the charge at climate change negotiations over recent years to change the way that land-use emissions are counted in the next global climate deal. If it carved out so-called natural or ''exceptional'' events such as bushfires and drought, which cause the huge spikes in our emissions, Australia could claim carbon credits from ''forest and land-use management''. This then opens up rural lands to so-called ''carbon farming'' on a grand scale.

Sunday, 6 December 2009

And Then There Were None

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Handed black flowers
Lined with dead moss
They release the pungent stench of disease
Scorched by the sun
Decayed to ashes
Animated sleeves of despair


But with each chapter
We learn much more
But it brings us closer to the end

Edge burned photos
They show the past
Seven deadly sins hold their purpose
Just lives to breed
Summary of a virus
Running rampant through the races

Encased in glass
Each breath you take
It brings us closer to the end

Cannae.



Black flowers grew against the glistening walls, he wasn't sure what would happen next, he was summonsed and dismissed, he was carried forth and surrendered up; and in this sacrifice, the cruel passage of time, he found at last the peace he had long craved. There weren't going to be any reverses now. He had fallen off the cliff and had no deep care whether he survived or not. He woke each day in the most appalling state of mind; and so it continued. There was no way back. He didn't love anyone; lost in the woods, afraid of the dark. But what was more frightening than anything was his own sense of self destruction, the ease with which he could slip into oblivion.

There were mistakes made; that was for sure. People are like dogs. When you're vulnerable they attack. Well he didn't much care. There wasn't going to be an easy way out. There wasn't going to be another summer of joy. And what was for sure; there would never be another lazy summer afternoon where their bodies caressed each other; and their youthful flesh came together in excitement. None of it was deserved. And none of it would return. It was in one of these states; in the afternoon when you were blessed; that he saw the black flowers glistening against the canyon walls. Oh how much, how dreadful, it was, to step into another life.

He had flung himself off the cliff and had survived; and was slowly regrouping, changing addresses, changing lives; forced from one slump to the next to be ridden high, to know exultation again. He came crawling back into the real world, chastened, desolated, secretly proud of his own survival in such hostile circumstances, despairing at the relentless predictability of it all; savage and sad and weeping for no one but the lost. He wasn't going to take it anymore. But all of his anger went inwards; and black on black became the motif; glistening light in the evil dark; it was no way to live.

But his mind kept returning to the original act, the leap without the parachute, the dive not just into oblivion or even into greater despair, but into some mindless dark inky malignant tide where everything that was dear, everything that was fragile and human, cosy and warm, life affirming and giving of purpose, was swiped away with a callous, suicidal hand, and everything he had ever believed in, those noble purposes, telling the story, exposing injustices, making life better for a struggling race, all of it was swept aside, inverted, blown dark and gusty and very very cold, because at the end of the day we weren't just fragile creatures groping together, but plinths bobbing in a black sea; waiting to be extinguished.

There were seven bells and greater discord, a clinging to melancholy for comfort and to humanity for warmth; but we as humans were capable of greater discord, greater discomfort, happy to fly, happy to be away; and yet he couldn't understand why he had done something so basically suicidal. Things were afoot, things were changing at deeper levels than he could understand, but even in that act, the soil crumbling beneath his feet on the edge of the abyss, glancing back so briefly at the land from which he came, nothing could stop him, nothing could prevent his own embrace of disaster; and he listened to the voices of warning and dissent as if they were far off tweets of morning birds, cosy but irrelevant.

And as he became airborne, the sickening depths of the canyon beneath him, those slippery shiny walls encrusted with black flowers, voices and entities howling as the air rushed past his grimacing face, watering his despairing eyes; that was when he knew it was all over; that survival this time would depend more on good luck than good management. These were the times he knew, as he had known from his very first suicide attempt, that there would be no welcoming hand, no rush to judgement or confirmation, no kind excuses or cosy bars along the path, nothing but the cold wind and the opening abyss, the dark rush of menacing air and the black on black, encrusted, curling, and very very cruel. There would be no way back - that, at least, is what he believed as his heavy, frightened form gathered weight; and the air swirled faster as he slipped away.



THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.google.com/hostednews/ap/article/ALeqM5gzqP6wOm-0n3ddq-Zez6X801zp1AD9CH6UC80

WASHINGTON — Barack Obama split the difference in his Nobel speech, laying down a doctrine that will likely define his presidency: a steadfast defense of warfare against evil mixed with praise of nonviolence and exhortations for mankind to affirm the "spark of the divine" in everyone.

As he accepted the Nobel Peace Prize, the world's highest honor for peacemaking, Obama voiced his starkest rejection yet of the pre-emptive war doctrine and unilateralism articulated by his predecessor.

At the same time, the young president carefully set forth and sought to explain what might appear to be contradictory principles that have guided his foreign policy decisions during his first year in the White House:

_That military force is justified to confront evil or stop organized human depravity.

_That all nations must follow international rules of conduct that govern the use of military force.

_That the United States cannot act alone when going to war.

_That lasting peace is built on united global pressure on errant nations, tough sanctions — when needed — to change the behavior of countries such as Iran and North Korea, recognition of the inherent rights and dignity of every individual, and assurance of mankind's security from fear and economic want.

In a certain sign that he, for once, had not automatically offended the conservative Republican opposition at home, Newt Gingrich, the former House speaker, said the president's message in Oslo "was actually very good."

The deeply conservative Gingrich said the liberal Obama acknowledged he was "given the prize prematurely" but wisely reminded the Nobel committee "they wouldn't be able to have a peace prize, without having force. ... I thought in some ways it's a very historic speech."

http://news.smh.com.au/breaking-news-national/police-target-alcoholfuelled-violence-20091212-kowu.html

More than 800 additional police officers patrolled Victorian towns overnight as part of a national blitz on alcohol-fuelled violence.

The two-day crackdown launched on Friday against drunken violence across Australia is a campaign of "being strong, being positive and enforcing strongly", Victoria's Police Chief Commissioner Simon Overland said.

At least 800 additional members on foot and van patrols were joined by plain-clothed licensing police inside venues, traffic units and booze buses at nightspot areas in Melbourne, Geelong, Frankston, Bendigo, Ballarat and Bairnsdale.

Dubbed Operation Unite, hundreds of extra police converged on major cities around Australia to tackle revellers who drank to excess and behaved violently.

More than 4,000 additional officers will be on duty across Australia on the weekend, including 1,000 in Sydney's hotspots.

Queensland poured 800 extra police onto the state's streets, while South Australia and the nation's capital also witnessed a flood of police uniforms.

Operation Unite will take place until 6am on Sunday morning in all Australian states and territories, and also in New Zealand.

http://www.smh.com.au/business/rebellious-joyce-slapped-back-into-line-20091212-kowv.html

SHADOW treasurer Joe Hockey has slapped down new Opposition finance spokesman Barnaby Joyce over his comments on debt and banking.

Mr Hockey said the senator was wrong to claim Australian states and the US Government might default on debts, and that his comments on banks and Chinese investment were not policy.

Mr Hockey stressed that he, not the outspoken Nationals senator, was in charge of Opposition policy on foreign investment and banking.

As Kevin Rudd pilloried the Opposition over Senator Joyce's provocative comments, Opposition Leader Tony Abbott read his frontbench the riot act about discipline at its first meeting.

The Nationals' Senate leader had spoken out about the dangers of the US Government and Australian states defaulting on debt. He warned that if the US defaulted it would cause an ''economic Armageddon''. He urged a tougher approach to the banks and a harder line against Chinese investment in Australian resources.

Mr Abbott said he had told frontbenchers at yesterday's meeting that ''shadow ministry and shadow cabinet solidarity starts now … Everyone understands that and everyone will play by the team tactic, play by the team rules.''

Asked whether state governments could default, Mr Abbott said it was ''very important that we have sound public finances''.

Mr Hockey said Senator Joyce's comments were not Coalition policy.

Saturday, 5 December 2009

Off The Cliff

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Faces along the bar
Cling to their average day:
The lights must never go out,
The music must always play,
All the conventions conspire
To make this fort assume
The furniture of home;
Lest we should see where we are,
Lost in a haunted wood,
Children afraid of the night
Who have never been happy or good.

W.H. Auden





They are arguing outside my window at 3am, but rather than the familiar scenes of Redfern, which had become so much a part of himself and his family, he was now at Bondi Beach; where the contrast was total. From inner-city grit to the clairvoyance of the surf; from being careful each time he stepped out the door not to be robbed he was surrounded by young, fit tourists from around the world and pampered Eastern suburbs beauties in their flash cars; leaving a spray of arrogance wherever they went. He had thrown himself off the cliff and it had taken months to recover. He had been psychically tortured and physically bullied; and the world queued up to have another kick. He wasn't going to take it anymore.

There were crying shames and mewling cats, and shadows that flitted across the landscape though he could never see what they meant. There were times when he wished them ill. He had tried so hard to no avail. The move was just part of the tragedy which had ripped through his life, turning everything upside down. He couldn't be shadowed at this pace. He couldn't say no, he couldn't regret. Oh please, please, the voice had said, don't do this again. It's inevitable, the devil of the piece replied, and he fell off the wagon, or threw himself off the cliff more like, with such grim determination it was a miracle he ever came back.

The valley of the shadow had been there all along. Crass, beholden, black, everything was mired in a terrible darkness, not just the thick grey glue of former times; but an actual treacle blackness. Bored, bored, he stood up and waved; determined to be himself, tired of the attacks. For there was nothing truer: if you are vulnerable they attack; and that, of course, was what he had just been through.

Dynamited out of his Redfern home; change forced upon him, he was now being dynamited out of a job he had always loved; from the inventiveness and creativity of general reporting to listing things for rich people. It was a terrible mistake. She just ridicules me; he said. Well she doesn't ridicule me, the Irish saint said; and everything twirled and changed in shadows and light; and he was caught in an awesome take; shadowed; curdled, wiping the black treacle from his arms; cruelled and cruelty; shadows and dark; it was all going to go away.

He had gone through his early morning walks, walking the dog they had had to forsake, and while all their Christmases came at once a terrible loneliness set in; as families everywhere celebrated while he did things for others; tried to be a good person; watched as others grew older. He was shocked by the state of her. Worried. He didn't want to go to another funeral. He didn't want to reach these terrible staging posts in life; not for himself; not for her; not Joyce, not now. He was shocked by the state of her and felt an immediate impulse to get up and hug her, cross the brief gap between them, thank her for everything she had meant to him, the sneary little nit twits who would just have to pass away for him to survive.

He wasn't going to be a wrecking ball in his own life anymore. He wasn't going to destroy everything that was built up; and say, sorry, sorry, I didn't mean to do so much harm. He wasn't going to shadow through the darkness and say yes, yes, of course, I have always sought oblivion and will do so now. Surely there would be all the normal things: shame, guilt, regret, remorse; but instead he stood tall at all that he had achieved. Life was wonderful. The waves crashed on the shore and he felt empowered by his daily walks, his increasing fitness; his better states of mind. They could say what they liked, he had survived. It was only natural: now he would prosper.



THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.theage.com.au/national/first-round-to-abbott-as-libs-win-20091205-kc3e.html

THE Liberal Party has comfortably retained its blue-ribbon seats of Higgins and Bradfield in what is a significant boost for new leader Tony Abbott and an early sign that his opposition to Labor's emissions trading scheme has support in the conservative heartland.

In early counting last night Kelly O'Dwyer, the candidate for former treasurer Peter Costello's Melbourne seat of Higgins was leading high-profile Greens candidate Clive Hamilton 57 per cent to 43 per cent on a two-party preferred basis.

And in Bradfield, the Sydney seat vacated by former Liberal leader Brendan Nelson, Paul Fletcher last night was leading Greens candidate Susie Gemmell 64 per cent to 36 per cent.

Labor did not stand candidates in either seat.

The results suggest Tony Abbott has easily passed his first big test as Liberal leader.

Despite speculation of a backlash over his party's about-face on climate change, voters in the Liberal stronghold of Higgins were true to tradition and elected Ms O'Dwyer with nearly 52 per cent of the primary vote - a swing against her of less than 1 per cent. In 2007,- Mr Costello won 53.6 per cent of the primary vote.

In the absence of a Labor candidate in Higgins, the Greens were last night on track to record their biggest House of Representatives primary vote, after attracting a 24 per cent swing on their 2007 primary vote.

''We think we've done extremely well in Higgins,'' said Dr Hamilton, a Canberra-based academic and author.

''It looks like we will get 35 per cent of the primary vote, which is easily the biggest primary vote the Greens have ever had in the House of Representatives.''

http://www.abc.net.au/news/stories/2009/12/05/2762821.htm?section=australia

Former Prime Minister John Howard says he is pleased his friend and former minister Tony Abbott has taken leadership of the Liberal Party and says he will assist Mr Abbott in any way he can.

Mr Howard says the new Opposition Leader's intellect, energy and strong attitudes are to be applauded.

"Tony is a close friend of mine. He's a person who has enormous intellect, he has great vigour, he's got enormous energy and he has very, very strong attitudes and I respect that in him and I will do everything I can to assist him," he said.

It was a night of celebration for the Liberal party faithful.

The latest Howard biography was in hardback and the party had a new leader from its conservative base.

John Howard spoke in Sydney last night at a book launch of The Howard Era - a collection of essays and stories - a biography written largely by his former staff members.

He thanked all 21 authors who had penned a chapter, including the party's latest leader.

"One of the other contributors, of course, is now the leader of Her Majesty's loyal opposition and that is Tony Abbott," he said.

"And can I say, without in any way reflecting upon the contributions of either Brendan Nelson or Malcolm Turnbull, both of whom were cabinet ministers in my government and both of whom in their different ways brought enormous strength to that government and made huge contributions to the Liberal Party in a difficult time immediately after a defeat, I want to say how much I warm to Tony."

http://www.smh.com.au/national/sour-pm-takes-sweet-time-greeting-premier-20091205-kbzg.html

PRIME MINISTER Kevin Rudd is so furious with the NSW Labor Party that he has delivered a humiliating snub to new Premier Kristina Keneally.

In a break with tradition, Mr Rudd avoided ringing the fledgling leader of the nation's most populous state for more than 40 hours to congratulate her on becoming NSW's first female premier.

Protocol dictates that the Prime Minister should make a goodwill call to a new Labor leader but he is so sick of NSW Labor's shenanigans that he did not call her on the night she won office.

Last night Mr Rudd's spokesman said the Prime Minister eventually called Ms Keneally yesterday afternoon and the pair ''had a long conversation''.

But the call was not made until after media inquiries by The Sun-Herald. A spokesman for Ms Keneally did not known when contact was made.

The leadership turmoil of last week and the emergence of yet another premier has angered Mr Rudd, with one senior Labor source saying the Prime Minister had had a ''gutful'' of his NSW colleagues.

''He just wants the Government to govern and he can't believe the never-ending dramas,'' the source said. ''He wants Kristina Keneally to step up and show some leadership for the good of the state and the party.''

Mr Rudd and his federal colleagues have been appalled by the constant instability and infighting in NSW and until three weeks ago his disdain for former premier Nathan Rees - whom he regarded as incompetent - was clear. But last month, impressed by Mr Rees's determination to rid his government of damaging factionalism, Mr Rudd buried the hatchet and backed Mr Rees. They were photographed together in Sydney and for once Mr Rudd was not squirming.

On Friday, the day after Ms Keneally toppled Mr Rees, Mr Rudd said: ''I'm sick to death of fighting and infighting and divisions in the Government of NSW.

''The people of NSW are now expecting better government and I would suggest that the new Premier … get on with the job and get on with the job as of today.''

Friday, 27 November 2009

Richard Meale's Funeral

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clouds now and then
giving men relief
from moon viewing

soon it will die
yet no trace of this
in the cicada's screech

ailing on my travails
my soul wanders
over withered mores

Three Haiku by Matsuo Basho (1644-1694).


The snow upon my lifeless moutains
Is loosened into living fountains
My solid Oceans flow and sing and shine
A spirit from my heart bursts forth
It clothes with unexpected birth
My cold bare bosom: Oh! it must be thine
Oh mine, on mine!

Gazing on thee I feel, I know,
Green stalks burst forth, and bright flowers grow
And living shapes upon my bosom move;
Music is in the sea and air,
Winged clouds soar here and there,
Dark with the rain new buds are dreaming of:
'Tis Love, all Love!

Percy Bysshe Sheely (1792-1822).

Both these poems were part of funeral.



Amanda Meale, with her short bleached hair and face puffy from crying, began her recollections of Richard Meale, haltingly. I would like to begin, she said, by making two corrections to a piece that appeared in the Sydney Morning Herald. I flinched inside. This was a town that regarded the SMH as the Bible, but was it really necessary to start a eulogy correcting a lazy journalist's words? She read out the offending quote, along the lines Richard Meale had altered his compositional style in later years to enhance his public appeal. This is incorrect and ill informed, she said. And indeed it was. Anyone who knew Richard would have known that the idea he altered his style to appease anybody was completely ludicrous. He just wasn't that sort of person.

But after this odd beginning, she settled into it, clutching the hand of her young adult son; obviously a nice young man; clutching his hand and begging the audience's forgiveness, explaining that he was there in case she couldn't make it through. She, too, she explained, suffered from the family disease; that is, depression.

I strode off straight afterwards; I had left an 85 year old woman in the car - Joyce - and it was a terribly hot day. I had taken her to the movies - The Topp Twins: Untouchable Girls, if you must, my weekly good deed, and I had parked her under the minimal shade in a corner of the carpark, with the windows and doors open after begging her to keep me company on the trip to the Northern Suburbs crematorium, all the way to the North Shore, past Lane Cove, past Chatswood, past middle class suburbs we rarely ever went to. The heat was gusting on a 40 degree day and I hadn't seen Richard in years; not since the seventies when I used to go around to his house many an evening; and we would sit and get utterly smashed - he always bought red wine by the carton.

The strains of a segment of his work Clouds Now and Then filled the chapel; I hadn't heard it in decades and yet it was immediately recognisable, astonishing, instantly classic, hallucinatory in intent and feel.

Perhaps his work Very High Kings, in terms of the name at least, would have been more appropriate.

Richard was the lure, the intellectual Godfather, of a group of talented, crazed, young men, all gay, who all liked to get smashed. It was the 70s, but he was the most successful of them in terms of creative achievement and public acceptance; and money. He held down jobs at the university while the rest of us got wiped and lived what could only be described as fairly bohemian lifestyles; the two I think of are Ian Farr and John Bygate. They're all dead now. In a sense Richard's passing, his funeral, was, for me anyway, a final farewell to all of them. The others had died in Adelaide; and I hadn't been able to make their funerals. Mentioned in the eulogies, was what was described as Richard's quixotic choice to move to Mullumbimby on the NSW North Coast, a hippy haven in the 70s, much to the shock of the locals, and now routinely described as Newtown with dairy farms.

For years after he went up there I would get postings of how he was going; increasingly isolated, increasingly alcoholic, increasingly shambolic; lost in the beautiful world of the imagination and creativity we had all once sought as the only worthwhile path of human endeavour. I was just a crazed young rent boy up the Cross in the late sixties when the thread began. Rescued from a drug referral service for teenagers by Harry Godolphin - also dead now - he gave me acid and took me to see Hair; and finally, one day, after much preparation, I was allowed into the inner sanctum, to meet John Bygate, renowned for his good looks and wild ways; and talent. Books and records lined his Paddington terrace, provided by a sugar daddy; and he was always scribbling away writing bits of music; working towards the great Australian masterpiece.

It was all very high culture; and as a boy from the suburbs where the only novel in the house for many years had been Gone With The Wind; until my father bought The Britannica Great Books - along with the Britannica Encyclopaedia, it was all wildly impressive.

Bygate had been at the ABC where Richard had also apparently worked or been involved for a period; and was close, at the time, to Meale, through some musical and personal connections. Long before I met him Richard was spoken of in a kind of awe; the one of them that was successful. Ian Farr, too, whose own short, sweet compositions had bought him an entry in the book Australian Composers, was part of the same domain. We all expected him to go far.

I didn't get to know Richard well until I began hitch hiking regularly down to Adelaide in the seventies; spending a couple of years there in love; completing a thesis at Flinders University; and I forget now exactly how the connection was made; if it needed to be made at all. It was probably Ian Farr who introduced us.

With work and chaos I've missed a lot of funerals in recent times, but Richard's, I just had to go. It wasn't just a mark of respect, it was somehow an essential thing to do. I've been to a lot of jobs over the years thanks to my job as a general reporter; but this one was certainly different. For a start, there was a group of classical musicians in the corner playing Clouds Now And Then as the guests, or were they mourners, arrived. The musical establishment, although I don't know them, had shown up in reasonable force. But how many of them had known him personally it was difficult to say. I suspected not so many. The so-called quixotic move to the North Coast had happened years ago; many years ago now; more than 20 years; but there were none of the ragged tribe that he might have befriended up there.

And even when I had known him, his inclination to isolate was becoming strong. The massive Australian heat enveloped the crematorium. The strains of Clouds Now and Then filled every corner; people took their seats. I sat next to a group of three men in their 50s, neatly turned out, greying hair, intense, intelligent faces sad, perhaps, but with little sign of genuine distress, as if they had gathered at another classical conert. A man from the Conservatorium, his name escapes me now, played MC. There were all the appropriate valedictions. The man who had written the music for the opera Voss. The man much admired as one of the true genuine geniuses and authentic voices on the Australian serious music scene.

And then Brett Cottle, CEO of the Australiasian Performing Right Association (APRA), stood up, and read a eulogy written by Andrew Ford, who could not make it because he was performing in Melbourne. It was typical, somehow, of the impersonality of the thing that the eulogy should be read by someone other than the person who wrote it.

"In Richard Meale we have lost a bold and passionate musical imagination, a curious, penetrating, original intellect, a profoundly caring conscience and a mordant wit. Richard was a generous colleague, a shrewd judge of music - and of people - and an honest and considerate friend.

"Music really mattered to Richard. It was important. Not some deluxe item, not a fashion accessory, not an entertainment (or not simply an entertainment). Music might be playful, it should certainly be alluring, but at heart it was intensely serious.

"Richard's creative life was driven by several paradoxes. He was, without a doubt, the most cosmopolitan Australian composer of his generation. For a start, he was supremely well read - poetry, plays and novels, but also - and particularly - philosophy. His ears were open to all sorts of music; his mind was open to everything. And it was in his mind that he first began to travel, through European music and literature, through Asian art. His imagination took him round the world, even before the Ford Foundation Scholarship did....

"When you listen to Clouds now and then or Images (Nagauta), you are hearing pure Meale. No quotations, no musical dress-up. And yet you sense a stillness, a timelessness that you feel can only have come from a genuine engagement with these other cultures.

"It was the same with Spain. Richard drank in the language, the poetry, the painting and the music. But the works that sprang from this - Las Alboradas, Homage to Garcia Lorca, Very High Kings and (let's not forget) the Three Miró Pieces: they are Richard, through and through. They are intense, passionate and intricate. They are also, it seems to me, Australian.

"So here's the first paradox. For when he actually went to Spain, Richard was surprised to discover that the light there reminded him of Australia; and that he wanted to come home.

"He would continue to steep himself in European culture, but he felt the need to be apart from it. He would love Lorca and Rimbaud, Bach and Bruckner, Monteverdi and Messiaen, but he would love them from afar."

"I thought of those years long ago; of all the people who had gone; and tears trickled unbid down my face. A corsage of white, elegant flowers draped the coffin. And each time I looked at it came the shocking thought of the body inside, the person I had known, and the markers of time that were killing us all.

"Ford went on to record: n a way, I think it was the same with his friends. He loved his friends, too, but he came to feel the need to distance himself from us. This was behind his faintly quixotic move to Mullumbimby at the start of the 1990s. From then on, most of his friendships - most of the time - were conducted on the telephone.

"One of the last times I saw Richard - it was in 2007 - we ended up talking about God. It wasn't a long conversation: neither of us believed in Him. I said to Richard something stupid along the lines of it being essentially liberating that we didn't have a deity. We were responsible for our lives and our world, so we just had to try to be nice to one another. Richard gave me one of his more withering looks and growled, 'But I don't wanna be nice to people!'

"Now this wasn't strictly true. In fact it's another paradox. Part of him craved company. When he lived in Julie Simonds's granny flat in the first part of this decade, Julie's children, Matt and Caitlin, would try to get out of taking Richard his mail. Because they knew they'd never get away. There was no chance of just handing the letters in at the door, they'd have to stay for a chat and the chat would turn into a harmony lesson. The whole thing might easily take an hour. And yet, they came to regard Richard as their grandfather, and, when they were out together, Richard took to introducing them as his grandchildren, enjoying the confusion this caused on the faces of his old friends.

"At the end of his life, Richard moved in with his niece Amanda, and he found, I think, a true kindred spirit, someone with whom he could be as quiet or as gregarious as he liked. Someone who simply understood him.

"A good example of the gregarious Richard was the National Music Camp at Monash University in 2005. The artistic director Richard Mills invited Richard to be the composition tutor. It was a brilliant idea, but on Day One the signs weren't good. When Richard walked into the staff bar that first night, he looked crestfallen and said he wasn't really drinking any more. His doctor had told him he had to cut it out, and it was the same with the cigarettes. To be social, though, he'd have a glass of red and just sort of sit on it all night.

"The plan lasted nearly three-quarters of an hour. He ended up having quite a few glasses of red, and before the night was out, he was in the doorway lighting up his fags.

"On the morning of Day Three, I bumped into Richard's composition students. They were looking bleary-eyed, and, in one case, actually ill. It turned out that the night before they'd gone for a drink with Richard. (The innocence of youth!) They'd finally got to bed around 5 am. Richard himself showed no ill-effects. He was having a ball."

This, really, was the side of Richard I knew; or had known, long ago, in his prime. It had seemed at times that an entire generation had died off of alcoholism and addiction; AIDS picking off those the bottle or the needle had missed. Such remarkably clever, such talented people. All of them gone. Another tear trickled down my face. Amanda Meale had spoken very movingly about the man she had known, the personable, difficult, frail, increasingly sick, ever more impossible person who, at the same time, had been almost clairvoyant in his intimacies, so touching, so perceptive. The man who had a family and people who loved him; not just an obscure figure revered only in the corridors of high art. The increasing difficulty of dealing with him as he aged came as no surprise whatsoever. He had been difficult even when he had been wonderful.

Back then, back when I had got to know him; none of us, either, had known the consequences; as we downed each bottle and congratulated ourselves on the torrents of mysticism and ecstasy, drunken lucidity and penetrating insights we had managed to provoke; outraging the mainstream as we proceeded. And creating the most pure, abstract, highest form of art.

And this is the exact period when I knew him:

"As the Music Camp proved, Richard was a very good teacher. But he wasn't a born teacher; he had learnt on the job. Those who first studied with him at Adelaide in the early 1970s report that he could be doctrinaire and forbidding. Classes might be inspirational but occasionally also terrifying. Richard felt that everyone else should be as fascinated and informed as he was when it came to the music of Stockhausen, the poetry of Mallarmé and the philosophical writings of Wittgenstein. At the very least, they should want to be fascinated and informed. One suspects not many of his students measured up."

I would go round to house at night, sometimes on my own, sometimes with friends. As I mentioned, he on his university wage bought red wine by the carton. We, on nothing more than the dole or student allowance or cobbled together incomes from part time jobs, were almost always broke and thought this was the height of indulgence. We were happy to help him consume it all; our own private party; our own secret enclave; our own elite circle of the doomed; destined, we still thought, for greatness. Not with a bang but a whisper was not possible; not back then.

Then he spoke of Voss, based on the Patrick White novel, with a libretto by David Malouf, and it seemed that this channel of greatness would always be ours; that somehow destiny had chosen us for these great works; and our drunken enthusiasms and learned raves; those intense bits of time when he insisted we listen to something, they were all gone. Bygate spiralled from being the best looking kept boy in Sydney, established in a gorgeous house lined with books and records; to moving from one flat to another in an increasingly derelict succession. The first money I ever made out of writing was a story about Bygate; when I was co-winner for a short story competition in Adelaide in 1974.

Andrew Ford's other tale, before the eulogy ran out, was also classic Meale; and here it is in full:

"It would be hard, truthfully, to overstate Richard Meale's importance to Australian music. But alas, it's proved all too easy to underestimate it.

"Our mass media prefer people whose ideas will fit neatly into the boxes they've already constructed. Richard's ideas were too big to fit. To make matters worse, he wasn't interested in giving interviews. In fact he hated all that: 'You always end up saying something stupid,' he told me. Unguarded, more like.

"In a way, it's a shame he didn't give more interviews, because at his most cantankerous he'd have made fabulous copy. Sometimes, I suspect, he would drop a contentious remark into a conversation just to see what would happen. But I don't think he ever spoke meretriciously. When Richard said something outrageous, he meant it. He spoke his mind, even when he spoke it too bluntly.

"In the popular press, though, Richard held his peace. So they forgot about him. When a reporter rang me for a comment on the day he died, she wasn't even sure how to pronounce his name. 'Is it Meal', she said, 'or Mealy?'

"It's ironic. In the late 1960s and 70s, the newspapers were interested enough in Richard Meale and Peter Sculthorpe to create a rift between them. It wasn't a real rift, more a beat up, but how extraordinary it seems, from here, that the press should have cared that much about concert music! Now half the time you can't even get your concert reviewed.

"It was a beat up, but if newspapers are writing about a rift between you and someone else - a friend, a colleague ... a competitor - well it becomes hard not to get caught up in it. And Richard grew wary of Peter. At least on the surface.

"But I'd like to finish by telling you a Richard Meale story. Anyone who met Richard has a story about him. Most of you here will have dozens of stories. Still you probably won't know this one.

"One day in 1993, Richard rang up. For many years he had served assiduously on the board of APRA - the performing right association - and now it had fallen to him, at the forthcoming APRA awards night, to present an award to Peter Sculthorpe. It was the Ted Albert Memorial Award - for a lifetime of achievement - and as Peter's colleague, contemporary and the only classical composer on the board, Richard was clearly the man for the job.

"Well he didn't want to do it. He told me he hadn't followed Peter's career, he didn't know his music and he couldn't imagine what he might have to say. Would I do it?

"I said, 'No, Richard. You must do it. It would be a good thing for Australian music.'

"He wasn't buying this, of course. So eventually I agreed to write a speech for Richard to read.

"As I wrote, I came to feel I was engaged in some great purpose. Working for the general good. I praised Peter's qualities and those of his music, and I praised them from what I took to be Richard's perspective. Single-handedly, it seemed to me, I was healing that rift, bringing our two most famous composers back together, uniting Australian music and musicians.

"I sent the speech to Richard. And I printed out a second copy to take to the dinner in my jacket pocket. I just had a bad feeling that, come the big moment, Richard might have locked himself in the toilet.

"But no. There he was. On stage. Speech in hand.

"And so he began to speak. And they were not my words. They were better than my words. They were his words. Personal words. Whatever he might have felt about Peter and about the rift, he couldn't help but stand there and speak the truth, honouring another composer's work and another composer's uniqueness.

"I began by saying that Richard Meale was caring and generous, and that he was shrewd and honest. I think all those qualities shone out of his speech that night in 1993.

"They shine out of his music too. And as long as his music is played, those qualities will continue to shine and to transmit themselves to anyone with the time, imagination and ears to hear.

"And so now it's up to us to honour Richard Meale's work and Richard Meale's uniqueness.

"We do this, very simply, by playing his music. As well as we can. Again and again."

I don't know what my story of Richard Meale particularly was. Except that he was the intellectual high priest of a small group of aspirant composers, hedonists and bingers who, too, even after the deaths of my friends, lived on in increasing frailty and difficulty. He outlived John Bygate. He outlived Ian Farr. He most certainly outlived Harry Godolphin. And now, as my own blood pressure goes haywire and thanks to a mercilessly demanding job, constant harassment from upstart bosses 20years my junior, and my own stupidity in having let them walk all over me and having tried to paper up the crecks by working hundreds of hours of unpaid overtime, I think: it's not worth the candle, there has to be another way.

And it doesn't matter how clever you are, how gifted, how outside the box, the bottle catches up to all of us; and if not the bottle, then time itself. It's time to take stock in my own life; to induce some common sense, as not only the peers fall over like sad bowling pins in muffled clay; but theirt Gods, their people, their intellectual lights and leaders. Meale was, to us, the talent, the one of us who had succeeded in the real world, despite our propensities to outrageous oblvion, but it all ends the same way, in the hallucinatory pitch of Clouds Now and Then straining through the chapel, the curtains closing on a coffin and a life, the white flowers bought espeically for the occasion going up in flames with all the rest.

I walked outside into the gusting heat, seeking first water and then looking around; as others did, not quite knowing what to do; what pose to adopt. The curtains had drawn and the flames would leap; but Meale didn't have children or a wife or come from a large suburban family; heartbroken Amanda and his nephews and nieces were about all there was. Many of the others were professional colleagues; apart, of course, from Jack, who they said was like an adopted son. I can see why, I thought, as I watched him briefly in the crush of people leaving the chapel. You would have been very handsome in your day. You're obviously a very sensitive person. Richard would have adored you. Ther was a strange gap: for a minute I thought, do I go up to Amanda and introduce myself; do I say what a great speech you gave; do I say I'm sorry for your loss?

I looked at the sombre, well dressed crowd as they gathered in the heat; beginning to talk to each other as if they were at a party; some, wondering, just like me, quite what to do. But I had an 85-year-old woman with leukemia in the car waiting for me in 40 degree heat; a woman who had been enormously kind to me and who's funeral, no doubt, I would have to attend in the coming years.

So I strode off through the ehat, barely looking at the people I didn't know anyway.

There was a wake. "Richard's family suggests that those wanting to gather might do so at Great Northern Hotel, 522 Pacific Highway, Chatswood." It wasn't one of his odl haunts that I knew, and seemed more practical than atmospheric a choice of venue; but what would I know. Yet again I was sober; trying, perhaps, to avoid the fate of all my old friends, and while once I would have gone and written myself off and had a great time with a bunch of strangers and walked away friends for life with various characters; this was a different era, a differenet time, and drinking mineral water at a wake just isn't quite the same. Goodbye Richard; that's all I can say. You were great company in your day; those days when our very select little group would head over to your hosue in Adelaide and sit around on the carpet or the coucn on the ground floor and drink your booze and smoke your dope and right ourselves off. Or those evenings when I went alone; and shared what we shared. So so long mate; good luck on the other side; there's music in heaven too.



THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.abc.net.au/news/stories/2009/11/23/2750731.htm?section=justin

Australian classical music composer Richard Meale has died in Sydney aged 77.

Meale is credited with helping to define contemporary classical music in Australia through his contributions as a lecturer and as broadcaster on the ABC.

His most well-known works include Very High Kings, Three Miro Pieces and his 1986 opera of Patrick White's Voss.

Sydney Symphony's managing director Rory Jeffes says Meale's compositions were unique.

"So much modern music is very derivative, but he wasn't afraid to really set new standards," Jeffes said

"I think that kind of creativity doesn't come around that often and I personally am very saddened by the fact that we won't hear new and great creative ideas coming from Richard."

http://www.australianmusiccentre.com.au/article/vale-richard-meale-24-august-1932-23-november-2009

Richard Meale (24 August 1932 - 23 November 2009)
personal reminiscences by David Worrall and Ross Edwards
by David Worrall and Ross Edwards


© Bridget Elliot Richard Meale inspired and influenced several generations of Australian composers through his music as well as his engaging mind. David Worrall and Ross Edwards both studied with Meale - here they share some of their personal memories about their passionate teacher.

Richard Meale's funeral will be held on Friday 27th November at 1.15pm at the Northern Chapel, Northern Suburbs Crematorium.

David Worrall
Even though Richard Meale's death in the early hours of Monday morning was not unexpected - his health had been declining for quite some time - it has come as a shock for those who knew him as the intensely human being that he was.

He was fond of pronouncing in feigned seriousness that he would outlive us all. And still he might, even in his passing. His deep intuition was supported by such a keen intellect that one could rarely guess what position he would take on any of the wide range of subjects that took his interest. Music from many cultures and periods, from opera and gagaku - and all things Japanese - to David Bowie and Tom Waits; from flower arranging to bullfighting; Bishop Berkeley to Wittgenstein; Mallarmé, Rimbaud, Jean Genet, Gertrude Stein and of course Enrique Granados and Federico García Lorca.

Richard Meale was a public figure and a private man. There is much to be written about his music and his role in public life - a task I leave to those more scholarly and objective than I. Except to say that he undertook his public roles - as an academic involved in curriculum reform, as a founding member of the Adelaide Festival Centre Trust and later as a long-term Board Director of APRA - very seriously; I only ever knew him to be well prepared and presented - ready to listen to other's points of view but equally to argue a case when he thought it was warranted, even at the expense of his own health.

This valediction, however, is of the private man: the teacher, the friend. I went to study with him in Adelaide in the early 1970s, on the advice of Ross Edwards, who spoke so warmly of the guidance he had received from Richard and so generously introduced me to him. Following an initial trial by candlelight, in which my commitment to composing was tested, never my talent, the formal lessons were soon abandoned in favour of evening visits a couple of times a week - sometimes with my contemporaries and our partners, but just as often not.

Over the many years I knew him, we argued about everything. To Richard, an argument was a pleasure you engaged in with your friends, else why would you bother? Unfortunately he would sometimes second-guess himself and try to overture a friendship in the same way, and then be surprised when the results were unpleasant. On a personal level, many people found him difficult, obstinate, even cantankerous. Those who loved him did, too, but knew we were with someone very rare, very special. Our passions for contemporary music were often in conflict: his intense need for the lustre of music to be beautiful prevented him from enjoying the Hellenic grandeur of Xenakis, the playful inquisitiveness of electronic music or the relaxation of ego in the aleatoric. During the years I was with him, he transitioned from modernist to mannerist and the metamorphosis was an intensely organic one, in line with his preference for the subjunctive over the symbolic. For me Patrick White's Voss is a chapter conclusion; for him, but a full stop. In private we argued about everything - the more intense the better. As he aged he became susceptible to malintended gossip, but as long as he was sure of your loyalty, he was vigorous!

If Richard developed an interest in something, he was infectious in wanting to engage you to obsess in it with him. It might be a new understanding of an old work. I remember one day listening with him to the opening of Prélude à l'après-midi d'un faune at least a dozen times to explore the implications of the pause and its second beginning. But equally it could be the similarities and differences between cooking and composing - he was a fabulous cook - or his passion for the Japanese board game Go, his attempts at beating the early chess machines by playing unusual moves, and his intense competitiveness when engaged with you across the board, often while listening to music. Arnold Bax will forever be linked in my mind with the Sicilian Defence in which Black, along with the contrabassoon and bass clarinet, is playing for advantage not just equality.

On reflection, his enormous commitment to mentoring many of us is a legacy of his intense communalism and generosity of spirit. Richard was very aware of his position as a recipient of a tradition going back through Winifred Burston, Busoni, Liszt, Carl Maria von Weber and Gluck, and his desire to help us find what it was in us that made us want to compose was so empowering. Through all this, Richard drew out of us how to be composers with an intensity most of us couldn't have done ourselves. Apart from his fabulous music, this generosity of time and spirit will be carried by many of us in our music and our mentoring. As Lorca writes, and to which Richard refers in those astonishing final pages of his Homage:

Yo canto su elegancia con palabras que gimen
y recuerdo una brisa triste por los olivos

(I sing of his elegance with words that groan
and I remember a sad breeze through the olive trees.)

Ross Edwards
In the early 1960s, when I'd just left school, prospects were bleak for young Australian composers, whose best option was to go overseas to study and probably end up staying there. Things began to pick up when Professor Donald Peart established a branch of the ISCM which operated from the Music Department of Sydney University, and John Hopkins was appointed ABC Director of Music. About this time Richard Meale emerged as a bright beacon, a vital force that connected us with exciting developments in Europe, North America and Asia, and provided, through his own outstanding creative work, a source of hope and national pride.

In my late teens, having heard Richard's early compositions and performances, I plucked up enough courage to ask him to teach me. He agreed, refusing to accept any payment. Informal lessons with Richard were the highlight of my existence. His mercurial personality I found both alarming and invigorating. He was one of the most persuasive and inspiring people I've ever met, with wide-ranging interests outside music, which was his greatest love. He'd blaze with sudden enthusiasms - some brief but spectacular; others, as for the music of Debussy, enduring throughout his life.

As a teacher - he later became my supervisor at The University of Adelaide - he was never less than totally engaged. He could encourage or pour scorn as he saw fit, but you always felt he cared at a deep level as you came away from lessons with your head buzzing, all fired up to read Lorca, McLuhan or Camus ('if you don't read this you're a fool', he would say). Over several decades his students - many of whom have achieved prominence - have experienced this kind of passionate exhortation, perennial in style but ever-changing in content.

And just as his teaching never got into a rut, the same could be said of his eagerly awaited compositions as they emerged, each exploring new ground, often producing both outrage and wild enthusiasm at their first performances. For all his consummate professionalism I think of him as being at heart an amateur composer in the real sense of the word. All his music was produced first and foremost as a labour of love. He had a hit-or-miss attitude to deadlines which made programming new works a nightmare - none was considered ready for public presentation until Richard was completely satisfied with every detail of its immaculately notated score. Generations of devoted students have stayed up, night after night, copying parts - by hand in the days before computers - in a sometimes vain effort to get them on the music stands in time for the first rehearsal - an experience they'll always remember.

Richard cared passionately about people. He was by nature extremely generous and I recall with gratitude many instances of his personal kindness. He had an enormous capacity for friendship. He was also capable of paranoia and misjudging the actions of people well disposed towards him so that friends and colleagues sometimes became estranged. He was utterly hopeless in money and many other practical matters.

He worked hard in the interests of fellow composers and was a powerful spokesperson - often behind the scenes - for Australian music. He was extremely fortunate, especially in later life, in receiving the friendship and loving care of Julie Simonds and her family: Pete, Matt and Caitlin; and his niece Amanda Meale. He was a quite extraordinary human being who would have excelled in very many fields. How fortunate are we that music chose him.

http://www.smh.com.au/news/entertainment/music/celebrated-composer-embraced-the-Vale
world/2009/11/23/1258824669823.html

Asutralia has lost one of its finest composers with the death of Richard Meale, whose music embraced both Western avant-garde and Asian classical music.

"He changed the face of Australian music,'' said the composer Peter Sculthorpe. "In the 1960s, more than anyone he made Australia aware of the music of Europe that was being written at that time."

He also introduced Australians, Sculthorpe among them, to the sound of the Indonesian gamelan.

The Herald music critic Peter McCallum said the composer's early works reflected a European modernism but with a distinctive voice.

"He was one of the earliest to embrace what was then a very exciting style of modernism, as defined by Boulez and Stockhausen, and wrote some extremely important works in that style," said McCallum. "He later moved on from highly concentrated style he developed. He did that deliberately in order to re-engage with the wider public.''

Meale's most significant works include Very High Kings (1968), Incredible Floridas (1971) and the opera Voss (1986), based on Patrick White's novel. Commissioned by the then Australian Opera, Voss was a landmark in the company's history and in the opera landscape.

Opera Australia's former artistic director Moffatt Oxenbould said Voss demonstrated that creating an Australian opera was not a "dreaded obligation" but could be genuinely engrossing experience.

Jim Sharman, who directed Voss, described Meale, who was 77, as a formative creative influence on himself and many other Australian artists.

"I always found him lively, generous, inspiring, provocative and challenging. He was also, in the best sense, an internationalist … Richard will be remembered as an outstanding composer.''

Sydney Symphony's managing director, Rory Jeffes, said Australia had lost a unique creative spirit. The orchestra had a long relationship with Meale, commissioning many of his works.

"Richard's distinguished contributions to Australian musical life as composer and teacher have enriched our culture,'' he said. ''[He] helped define Australian contemporary classical music.''

Meale, who was born in Sydney, studied piano, clarinet, harp, history and theory at the NSW Conservatorium of Music but was self-taught in composition. In 1960 he began studies at the University of California, Los Angeles, where he concentrated on Japanese court music and gamelan.


http://www.theaustralian.com.au/news/arts/restless-spirit-foundthe-music-in-voss/story-e6frg8n6-1225802461207

OBITUARY: Richard Meale. Composer. Born Sydney, August 24, 1932. Died Sydney, November 23, aged 77.
ALONG with Peter Sculthorpe and Nigel Butterley, Richard Meale first came to prominence in the mid-1960s as part of that Sydney-based triumvirate announcing a new modernist period in Australian music. His music continued to create debate until the end.

A prodigious teenager who left school because he hated exams, Meale was largely self-taught as a composer, though he took lessons at the NSW State Conservatorium in harmony, clarinet, harp and piano, the latter with the great teacher Winifred Burston.

At the conservatorium, he fell in with a coterie of devoted colleagues, among these soprano Marilyn Richardson and her husband, flautist Peter Richardson. Together, they laboured to prepare the first Australian performances of Arnold Schoenberg's Pierrot Lunaire, which they took to the 1964 Adelaide Festival.

Meale's reputation as a pianist grew exponentially with each premiere of new works by Pierre Boulez, Karlheinz Stockhausen and other post-war European giants, but especially the music of Olivier Messiaen. "To hear Meale play Messiaen is like hearing a sermon by John the Baptist," Melbourne critic Kenneth Hince wrote.

Meale's early works - pieces such as Homage to Garcia Lorca for double string orchestra (1964), Nocturnes (1967) and the even more grandiose tribute to Christopher Columbus Very High Kings (1968) - inhabit an assured, elevated terrain, earning him the respect and admiration, if not the unequivocal adulation of musicians and music lovers.

Meale was never one to court facile approval. He was single-minded, resolute, even obstinate. Difficult and contrary, scathing in his dismissal of easy options, he appeared to cultivate enemies as much as he embraced a small circle of adored friends. With the mind and temperament to match those of Patrick White, who admired him above all Australian composers, Meale looked at times like a deracinated cleric from a canvas by El Greco.

Five years working in record shops fed an innate curiosity into music from all cultures and periods. This served him well during his period as an ABC concert and radio programmer (1963-69). Earlier, in 1960, Meale spent 14 months overseas, mostly at the University of California, Los Angeles, where he studied and performed music from Bali, Java, India and Persia.

All these encounters with non-Western music fired students in his early years as a teacher at the University of Adelaide. Initially, the newly minted teacher was quite doctrinaire, reading from the bible of Boulez, but failing to find an analytical code to crack Debussy's Jeux. Intently political, his was the guiding voice that reformed a fractious music department and set for it an international agenda.

The most illuminating and inspirational composition lessons with Meale sprawled over long, claret-infused evenings at his tiny terrace home in North Adelaide. He devoured the operas of Monteverdi, Mussorgsky, Debussy and Janacek, argued the tenets of Gramsci, Wittgenstein and Gertrude Stein, extolled the delights of Godel's theorem and miniature Japanese roses, relived the sensual excesses of Rimbaud and Mallarme or the sun-drenched memories of Lorca's Spain.

In Adelaide he moved into the orbit of South Australian premier Don Dunstan, with whom he shared many tastes in culture, cuisine and philosophical outlook. In 1971 Dunstan appointed Meale to the new Adelaide Festival Centre Trust. One of their more memorable appearances together was at the Adelaide Zoo at the 1974 festival, when Meale conducted an ensemble while Dunstan delivered the verses of Carnival of the Animals on an elephant.

That same year, Dunstan persuaded Adelaide University to establish a fellowship in composition, lessening Meale's teaching load.

He retired from the university in 1988, having attained the position of reader in composition.

The appearance of the orchestral Viridian (1979) and the Second String Quartet (1980) stunned the Australian composition establishment. The archpriest of high modernism had embraced euphony and tonality. No other composer had the capacity to articulate such radical changes of direction in Australian music.

A restless spirit, Meale left Adelaide in 1991 and moved to a rambling house in a rainforest near Mullumbimby on the NSW north coast. On his frequent visits to Sydney, he stayed with music publisher and broadcaster Julie Simonds and her family, eventually residing there until 2007. Then he moved in with his niece Amanda and her family in Frenchs Forest.

Meale was best known for the opera Voss, and in Canberra, in May, 15 national institutions jointly conducted a four-day exploration of the multidimensional offspring of the 1957 novel by White. Its appearance at the 1986 Adelaide Festival with music by Meale and libretto by David Malouf was historic, some calling this production by Jim Sharman the arrival of "the great Australian opera".

While a second Meale-Malouf collaboration from 1991, Mer de glace, was generally regarded as the more technically developed work, it is Voss that captured the public imagination.

In The Weekend Australian's Review section on Saturday, composer and broadcaster Andrew Ford suggested that a new production of Voss should be one of the first priorities of incoming Opera Australia artistic director Lyndon Terracini.

Presciently, he notes that 2012 would be an appropriate year: it is White's centenary and would have been Meale's 80th year.

Meale's poor health and absence from Canberra weighed heavily on the surviving players of The Voss Journey , of which I was a co-curator. His absence was made more poignant by the world premiere of his last orchestral work, a vibrant four-movement, voice-less Suite from Voss by the Canberra Symphony Orchestra, also performed by the Adelaide Symphony Orchestra in September.

In 2004, the National Library of Australia acquired Meale's papers, 87 boxes in all.

Andrew Ford's eulogy in full:

http://www.australianmusiccentre.com.au/article/richard-meale-eulogy


Thursday, 15 October 2009

Shadows

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"This is a private matter, Archer." The gun stirred slightly in the Admiral's hand. I could feel its pressure across the width of the room. "Do as she says."
"I heard a shot. Murder is a public matter."
"There has been no murder, as you can see."
"You don't remember well."

Ross MacDonald



It wasn’t darkness for darkness sake, it was a torment he couldn’t escape; and so entered the valley under the illusion he was fighting for a better life. That’s what cruelled it in the end; there was no reward. Snakes sat in their offices, rewarding themselves. The labourers fought for survival; and were always down trodden. Was it just a failing psyche? A failure of command? Or something worse, more misshapen, more confused than ever. He was shocked by the blackness; the rapidity of it all. And the corny voices trying to make him laugh. And fading life forms prodding, prodding, as if they really meant something, as if they could make a difference.

There was no difference to be had; not now. He fought and he fought; nobody could have tried harder. And yet none of it worked. None of it made a difference. He was shattered by it all; shattered at the nastiness that everything had become; and here in the quiet times there was no relief; nothing that could make him feel better. Nothing that worked. And so he saw the red dust settle upon the city; the magnificent photographs of the Harbour Bridge emerging out of the haze; of bodies emerging out of the haze along the beach, of a slow and awkward recovery; of different shapes and different sizes.

Scattered spirits; that’s all he could say. It wasn’t life affirming. It was barely positive at all. He had frightened himself and the doctor had issued a dark warning: you’re about to have a stroke, go home. It was all he could think of, to survive. His life had taken a detour; everything thrown up in the air; and he thought - could I be in love with you? I’m so out of practice I don’t even know how anymore. And they laughed and played Van Morrison and everything he had ever believed went swishing down the drain; a swirl of leaves in the hot dusty wind.

It was a day that made the planet look like Mars. People stood along the edge of the beach taking photographs; as every minor event these days was multiply digitalised. He was shattered and yet all these strange sparks were trying to revive him. Look at that, look at that, he could hear the tourists say, it looks like Mars; and indeed the dust from the centre of the continent was everywhere, in the air, on the ground, covering up shadows and calling, calling, just to reignite a simple appreciation of beauty, how hard could it be?

They all look 50 years younger and 50 times happier, he said, talking of the backpackers flooding into the Eastern suburbs, filling the shops and crowding the boulevard. It could hardly be a more different scene than his forced departure from the inner city, from Redfern where he had lived for the past eight years; all the years he had been in his 50s. He had settled into the place like they were born to be there; and it seemed so natural; their little gang, their house, the scenario; it all seemed, apart from the absence of love, exactly like it was meant to be.

And so when everything was thrown up in the air; when his comfortable, organised, productive life was turned upside down; he had expected some reward. Reward for effort; wasn’t that the mantra? He laughed. As if he could have been so naïve. Why such a fool? Why let them trick you like this? Why bust a gut simply to be sneered at; you’ll never be worth anything, you’re not management material. He was shocked at how awful they were; the bold brass tacks. The bristling contempt. The viciousness that only they could muster.

He remembered; how vivid had been those dreams, of walking, in another life, on another plain, through the Himalayan hills. Finding out what he had been too lazy to grasp; the awe of it all, the beauty of the day, the triumphant glance. Instead, ground down in the devastating grind of a city gone mad, of an imposed slavery, of subjugation and a despair he could never be rid of; it wasn’t that; it wasn’t anything anymore. It was a shrug; as if nothing was real, as if nothing was important anymore. There were stories to tell, but were they really worth telling, were they worth dying for? They danced to Van Morrison and he avoided kissing her; what was wrong with her? Nothing. Nothing, except she was old, like him.



THE BIGGER STORY:

http://www.brookings.edu/opinions/2009/1015_nobel_prize_economics_kaufmann.aspx

Four judges have spoken out to defend the awarding of the Nobel Peace Prize to US president Barack Obama.

In a rare public defence of a process normally shrouded in secrecy, the judges said Mr Obama's selection was deserved and unanimous.

One judge noted with surprise that Mr Obama "didn't look particularly happy" at being named the Nobel Peace Prize laureate. Another marvelled at how critics could be so patronising.

To those who said a Nobel was too much too soon in Mr Obama's young presidency, "we simply disagree. He got the prize for what he has done," committee chairman Thorbjorn Jagland said from Strasbourg, France, where he was attending meetings of the Council of Europe.

Mr Jagland singled out Mr Obama's efforts to heal the divide between the West and the Muslim world and to scale down a Bush-era proposal for an anti-missile shield in Europe.

"All these things have contributed to - I wouldn't say a safer world - but a world with less tension," he said.

Nine-year Nobel committee veteran Inger-Marie Ytterhorn said Mr Obama's demeanour spoke volumes when he first acknowledged the award during a news conference on the lawn of the White House Rose Garden.

"I looked at his face when he was on TV and it was confirmed that he would receive the prize and would come to Norway, and he didn't look particularly happy," she said. "Obama has a lot of problems internally in the United States and they seem to be increasing. Unemployment, health care reform. They are a problem for him."

She acknowledged there was a risk the prize might backfire on Mr Obama by raising expectations even higher and giving ammunition to his critics.

"It might hamper him," Ms Ytterhorn said, because it could distract from domestic issues.